I miss the old times.
REALLY.
I wish my happiness were like before.
Everything has changed.
Like people and surrounding.
Trying my very best to adapt with life after these changes.
But it seems that my heart yearns for happiness like i used to have.
Kept praying always so that Allah make me stronger everyday to live in this life.
But somehow, tears will just drop whenever i remember those beautiful memories..
Those memories are just too sweet.
Can't even get them out of my head.
Like what i posted in my friendster shoutout, 'Sweet memories are meant to be remembered, not forgotten.'
Always say to Allah not to separate us apart.
I couldn't bear to lose another friend.
Wanna know the reason why?
Coz I have lost one best friend.
Yes indeed, it was last year.
Allah loved her even more.
After few thoughts, i willingly let her go, thinking that it would be better to be like this, rather than to suffer fighting her sickness.
I couldn't bear to see her like that.
It's just too hard for me to accept it at first, but it's all in Allah's hands.
It's painful to encounter such incidence.
But it's all FATED.
As i'm typing all these, my eyes are filled with tears.
I'll try to hold on it.
Dear God, please keep me strong.
I wouldn't want to lose the people around me.
I LOVE THEM.
Enough said.
Take care wonderful people.
*Syawal menjelang, takbir akan bergema..air mata mengalir, mengenangkanmu..
No one is ever more sweeter than you people*
Much Love,
HaNa.
