THE LADY FARHANA SAMSUDIN 20 YEARS OF EXISTENCE ATTACHED I'M NOT PERFECT, AND I BELIEVE NO ONE IS PERFECT. Farhana Samsudin TAGBOARD LOVELIES Farah & Hana 5 Sisters Aishah Amalina Fatin Athirah Chloe Cindy Ekin Faisal FarahDilla Farahleez FarahLiyana Fouzy Hamizan Shah Hashaf Hydayu Katherine Liyana NaNa Nazz Nurul Afifah Qayyum Quraisha Reza Samantha Zaidah Zairina MEMORIES ♥ September 2007 ♥ October 2007 ♥ November 2007 ♥ December 2007 ♥ January 2008 ♥ February 2008 ♥ March 2008 ♥ April 2008 ♥ May 2008 ♥ June 2008 ♥ July 2008 ♥ August 2008 ♥ September 2008 ♥ October 2008 ♥ November 2008 ♥ December 2008 ♥ January 2009 ♥ February 2009 ♥ March 2009 ♥ April 2009 ♥ May 2009 ♥ June 2009 ♥ July 2009 ♥ August 2009 ♥ September 2009 ♥ October 2009 ♥ November 2009 ♥ December 2009 ♥ January 2010 ♥ February 2010 ♥ March 2010 ♥ April 2010 ♥ May 2010 ♥ June 2010 ♥ July 2010 ♥ August 2010 ♥ September 2010 ♥ October 2010 ♥ November 2010 ♥ December 2010 ♥ January 2011 ♥ February 2011 CREDITS listen up pls do not remove the creditszx! Designer:yik thong Others:x o x o o

Thursday, April 30, 2009 ♥ HELLO EARTHLINGS. (: That baby is super adorable i tell you! Since i've got no plans, i accompanied Farah home to take care of the baby as she was alone. The baby's name is MARCELL IRFAN. Fuuh! Glamour habis! Believe it or not, it was my first time carrying a baby. All this while, i have this fear of carrying babies. I don't know why. Maybe it's because of baby's fragile bones? Haha! But yeah, i overcome my fear! *Thumbs up!* Haha! I might be going to Farah's house again on Tuesday. Marcell baby! Here i come again! Haha! Okayy people. Done blogging for today. Take care wonderful earthlings! Much Love, HaNa. Labels: Baby Love Saturday, April 25, 2009 ♥ HELLO EARTHLINGS. (: My blog's been dead for a while. Lazy to update sometimes, but more to tiredness. I felt that i really had a long week. Yesterday was the day which for the first time i slept so super early. I slept at around 8.45pm. Haha! So today and tomorrow gonna be my rest day before school starts again on Monday. There were prayers at bestfriend's house on thursday. Met up with Rizal Fitness first at CCK Inter, then the 2 of us headed to bestfriend's place. Rizal, being the kind soul, helped me to carry the plastic bags that mom gave for bestfriend's family which was like so heavy. Ringan sikit tangan aku. Haha! It's like so long time since i chatted and joked around with Rizal. I swear we were laughing like hell in the bus. When Rizal and me reached bestfriend's place, surprisingly Hafiz Jab was there too. Mcm reunion gitu la. A pity the other Hamlau friends were not there. Mizi ends school late, Mali and Rauhan had to work. Whereas Aji had to serve NS the next day. So only Rizal was available on that night. Haha! Around half and hour later, Yasni came. Terperanjat skejap aku dier dtg. It's been so long time since i saw him seh. He gave me that super wide smile when he saw me. Wanna know the reason why? Coz it's the first time he saw me wearing scarf. He and his 'loyar buruk-ness'! Haha! It's great to see my friends which it's like eons i haven't see them. And oh btw, i really remembered this conversation between bestfriend and Yasni when bestfriend and Yasni were sending me to the bustop. It goes like this.. Yasni: Korang dua masih skola? Masih pakai uniform? (With his sarcastic smile on his face) Bestfriend: Ah2 la..kata budak HIGHER NITEC.. Yasni: (Gave an embarrassed smile and clapping hands) Best friend: Tu la..nak kacau kiter..jgn salahkan aku..aku blaja dari kau.. Yasni: (Embarrassed smile again) Bagos2.. Hahaha! Aku hanya mampu ketawa tgok nie dua2 kwn aku. Haha! Had a great time with Rizal, Hafiz, Yasni and bestfriend. Bestfriend's family might be having prayers again on the 40th day of bestfriend's late father. And it happens to be on my birthday. A gathering with the Hamlau's and bestfriend will be enough for me. (: It's already 5.50pm. I'm done blogging for today. Take care earthlings! *There's one day on the calender, and that's not your day.* Much Love, HaNa. Friday, April 17, 2009 ♥ HELLO EARTHLINGS. I'm not in my best mood to blog actually. But i'm just gonna share what happened recently.. Best friend's father passed away yesterday due to heart attack. This is SO SUDDENLY. Although i don't see best friend's father often, he seemed healthy looking although he had several sickness. And the last time i heard his voice was few days back, when i was on the phone with best friend which he told best friend to sleep. That was the last. I can feel best friend's sadness. I could feel how it was like to be in her shoes. At that point of time, i remembered about what happened to my dad few years back when i was in Sec 2 & 3. When i was in Sec 2, dad met an accident which he broke his knee-cap into half. If it was not operated, he couldn't walk. Alhamdulillah, he managed it. When i was in Sec 3, dad met with a serious accident again. This could either get him killed, or paralysed. This time round, he injured his spinal cord, which was nearly got him paralysed. Plus, a broken collar bone, injured legs and bruises all over. I couldn't believe it. One word, it's all fated. But alhamdulillah, dad is still alive and kicking, although he isn't fit as before. Thinking about best friend really gives me a heartache. I cried when i saw her crying. She was thinking how to support herself, younger sister and mother at this age. There's no more man in her house. When her dad's body was brought to the hall of her house, i started to weep when i saw best friend's face. I know how it feels like to lose someone whom you love so much, closest to you in the family and always joke around with you. Best friend, i really symphatise with you. But no worries, whatever it is, you still have me and other friends to support you all the way. We'll help you the best we can. But life goes on yeah? We wanna see the smile and laughter again on your face. We want you to crack jokes like you used to. We want you to be happy again. Rest assured, your dad will always and forever be in your heart. Always pray for him yeah. Al-Fatihah. Allahyarham Abdul Hamid Bin Jali. *Tuhan boleh ambil nyawa dalam sekelip mata sahaja..* Much Love, HaNa. Tuesday, April 7, 2009 ♥ I feel so down. I felt bad. I'm speechless. I felt really really stupid, after saying something which i shouldn't have said it. But I just couldn't hold on to it anymore. I've been giving in all the time. There are times that i've to sound my unhappiness. But i always end up doing it in a wrong way. One word. STUPID! I don't even know till when i'll bottle these feelings up. Till i die? Only GOD has the answer. Dear GOD, please make me a strong girl. Show and guide me to the right way. And i really seek forgiveness in every wrong that i did. Yours Truly, HaNa. Saturday, April 4, 2009 ♥ Baby.. I'm sorry, but i've to leave you. Don't worry..it will not be long. Rest assured i'll not forget you. You're 24 hours in my mind. I leave you, so that you can change for the better. Once you've chnaged, i'll be first and the most happiest person on earth. So, let me bid goodbye to you baby.. Surprised with the 1st paragraph people? The 'Baby' i'm referring to is my handphone, not anybody! Hahaha! My phone has been giving problems the past few days back. The LCD have spoilt. Drats! Shall send it for repair at Uncle Wan's shop at City Plaza tomorrow. Can get cheaper. (: Surveyed at the shop near my house, and it will cost about 60-90 bucks for repair and you can get it only after 1 week plus. Chicken! Saper mau pegi hantar gitu? Luckliy dad's friend, Uncle Wan, works at handphone shop. Save sikit duit aku. Haha! Okayy people. Done blogging for today! Take care earthlingssss! (: Much Love, HaNa. Friday, April 3, 2009 ♥ HELLO EARTHLINGS. (: Exam results are out few days back. Alhamdulillah, i passed all modules. But the GPA wasn't the one i expected. Nehmind, at least there's some improvement compared to last semester results. Congrates to all my mates who passed the exams. Farah got the same GPA as mine. Baik kapeeee! Haha! And congrats to my dear best pisang friend ever, AJ for making it to Singapore Poly! I'm happy for you pisang oi! And thanks for the never ending encouragement! Kamu the besttt! (: I admit that i do envy my friends getting into poly. But, i've set my goals already. Graduating in Business Admin course with the best results is what i want. Becoming a police officer is what i dream of. Insyallah, this will come true. Hard work+Never give up=Success. Agree people? 10 days time school will commerce. Aku tak sabar nak jumpe members2 ku! And Kiblat! Aha! Back in action bebeh! Haha. (: Once school starts, that will be my final year in ITE. After that, i'll bid goodbye to that campus and and mates. I hate this part man. When there's separation. Haiz. *Emotional skejap* Adult life will start, and there's when the working journey starts too. I gotta say that i'm kinda excited to explore the new life. Hahaha. Okayy people. Gonna call Farah now. My midnite partner! I mean as in talking on the phone. Haha! Take care earthlingssss! (: *Most of the shadows of this life are caused by our standing in our own sunshine.* Much Love, HaNa.