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Friday, September 25, 2009
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HELLO EARTHLINGS.
Okayy. My headache is coming back.
Just what's wrong with my body??
Heat exposure? Stress?
I don't know.
I don't know when i'll get well.
I'm hate wasting mum and dad's money for buying all sorts of medicines for me.
After taking so many medicines, there's still no improvement.
Even my eyes are turning yellowish, like those who smokes.
Okayy. I don't smoke aite.
It's kind of hard coping with low blood pressure, low glucose level and frequently faintings.
I feel like making people lives hard, taking care of me.
Fainted quite a few times this year.
This didn't happen always for the past few years.
I even got my best friend and her sister panicked.
Haiz. Hana..Hana..
Started the daily routine as usual like other days.
Woke up at 8, cleaned the house, and off to meet the special someone.
*smiles*
How time flies when we were together.
Anyway, thanks for helping me buy the Ice Lemon Tea aite. (:
Alrite people.
For the first ever time, i'm gonna do Brownies coated with choco fudge and Oreo.
Specially requested by my cliques. (:
I'm gonna have the first shot.
Hope it turns out well aite.
And to those who're coming to my house, do give it a try.
Any comments, i'll accept it with open heart. (:
Wish me luck people.
I'm out now. (:
Much Love,
HaNa.
Thursday, September 24, 2009
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HELLO EARTHLINGS.
Okayy. This is my 3rd post for the day.
My first time posting 3 times in my blog.
I'm super bored today.
There's nothing i could do at home.
Couldn't go out for raye.
Dad is always working.
Brother is schooling.
Only left mum and me, seeing each other's face.
And ouh, brother suffered arm and knee injuries after falling from his bicycle.
A huge cut and skin peeled off at his knee with blood oozing non-sop really scares me.
Had a his skin at arm peeled off too.
And know, both is arm and knee are swollen.
Haiz. Brother, get well soon aite.
I've not been eating the whole day.
Break record!
Stomach has been giving problems since yesterday night.
I've been visiting the toilet upteen times.
Didn't know what's the problem, and headache starts to act up again.
Shivers when showering.
I really couldn't understand my health.
Mum has been giving me Milo every single day.
I'm not saying that i do not appreciate my mum's effort, but i just don't like taking Milo.
I'm no different from a hospital patient right?
Thursday will be the day that schoolmates will come to my house.
I'm really looking forward of meeting you guys. (:
Shafeeq and Shahidin, i think you boys need Farah to be your guide to come to my house.
Haha.
Release of exam results will be on Thursday, 1st October.
Okayy. I'll have to start worrying bout my GPA.
I didn't do well for the papers.
Hopefully, the GPA will be good.
Insyallah.
Okayy people.
I'm out now.
Goodnight earthlings.
Much Love,
HaNa.
Just wanna wish my 2 good friends, Shima and Seri a HAPPY BIRTHDAY.
May you girls be blessed by Allah always aite. (:
Much Love,
HaNa.
I hate the situation now.
I'm sick and tired of people being unfair to me.
I'm sick and tired of being too nice to people.
Fo God's sake, i'm a normal human being with feelings too.
I'm carrying a heavy load of things in my head.
I need a break.
Bring me out please?
Much Love,
HaNa.
HELLO EARTHLINGS.
I was browsing through some songs, and i came across this song.
It brings lots of memories.
I couldn't put the song in here due to some problems.
Tanpa - 6ixth Sense
Resah yang ku
Ubah dalam kata
Melukiskan kesunyian
Tanpa engkau aku tak mengerti
Meski
Pagi itu indah tapi
Akan sunyi tanpamu
Menemani aku sepi
Tanpa.. (x2)
Cintamu aku resah
Tanpa..
Kasihmu aku hampa
Tanpa..
Dirimu aku mati.
Kini benar-benarku rasakan
Dalam relung hatiku tanpamu
aku tak mengerti
Takut
aku jauh dari dirimu
dan kau tinggalkan aku sendiri
Tanpamu ku mati
Resah yang ku
Ubah dalam kata
Melukiskan kesunyian
Tanpa engkau aku tak mengerti
Tanpa.. (x2)
Cintamu aku resah
Tanpa..
Kasihmu aku hampa
Tanpa..
Dirimu aku mati.
Much Love,
HaNa.
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
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Sometimes i wonder,
Adakah Ramadhan dan Syawal untukku pada tahun depan?
Much Love,
HaNa.
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
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HELLO EARTHLINGS.
Time checked: 1.53pm.
Raya mood for this year, neutral.
I'm feeling like this for the first time in my 19 years of life.
I don't know why, but i feel something's lacking.
Maybe it's communication.
My first day of raya didn't go out well.
Mum and me were pissed off about something.
I know, we shouldn't have this kind of feeling on the first day of raya.
Even boyfriend said that.
But there's a limit to everyone's patience.
I'm sick and tired of this.
I don't know till when this will continue.
I do envy seeing families gathering together, taking pictures, sharing stories and stuffs.
Even one of my cliques asked me for my raya pictures.
I kept quiet for a moment.
But it won't work out for me, i guess.
Only best friend and boyfriend know how's my family like.
It's already the 3rd day of raya. It's really fast.
I don't even know whether i'm going out later or not.
Brother's schooling, and dad's out for work.
Non-stop. I hate it.
I feel all alone at home, although there's mum.
Haiz.
Boyfriend will be going out with his cliques on the 1st october.
Enjoy my dear. :)
5 October will be the day my cliques and me go out for raya.
Will be going out with secondary school usual cliques on the 9th.
Hopefully, there will be a smile on the day i go out with them.
Insyallah.
Boyfriend and my usual cliques are the reason for me to smile everyday.
Family? I don't know. I don't feel like last time anymore.
But whatever it is, i still love them like before.
Okayy people.
I'm gonna sign off.
Take care wonderful earthlings and enjoy your raya.
*I think i've finally found a better place to start. But no one never seems to understand. Where did you go, i missed you so.*
Sunday, September 20, 2009
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HELLO EARTHLINGS. (:
I would like to wish all my Muslim friends, SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI, MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN. Do forgive me if i've done any wrong or hurt your feelings through words or others aite. I'm just a normal human being with weaknesses. Do forgive me aite. (:
Much Love,
HaNa.
Friday, September 18, 2009
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I'm really pissed off with myself.
I always screw things up.
And I wish that things would be as per normal like other days before.
Too many problems in my head.
Help me, will you?
To you, i'm sorry for screwing things up. :(
Much Love,
HaNa.
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
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HELLO EARTHLINGS. (:
Yesterday's iftar-ing session with the 4 best cliques was fun!
Went to Geylang with mum first, and waited for dad, brother, farah and her sister (Aleez).
Farah, at last you got what you needed. (:
Around 4pm, Farah, Aleez and me made a move.
We're off to meet Nana and Hadah at Bukit Batok.
Aleez didn't follow.
Okayy. When Farah, Aleez and me were on our way, something happened.
I shan't tell it here.
Let it be known only between Farah, Aleez and me.
Hahaha. (:
Met Nana and Hadah, and we're off to St Luke's Hospital to visit Idah's mum.
Anyway Nana, thanks for footing the cab's bill aite. (:
Around 6.45pm, we headed to Makan Syiok near the hopsital there.
Had Nasi Goreng Ikan Bilis and 2 cans of Ice Lemon Tea.
OMG. Like first time i drank 2 cans at one time.
Sheesh!
I really can't stand the thirst.
Went off at 8pm.
Nana decided to take the cab since she was damn sleepy and he gotta head for her night class at Unity Sec, which is near to my place.
Each of us forked out 2 bucks, and we dropped at Yew Tee MRT station.
Took 302 with Farah, since i was lazy to walk and moreover, i wasn't feeling well.
Texted bf when going home.
Reached home at 8.15pm.
He was surprised i came back home early.
Hehe.
Parents were still not back home yet.
Took my shower, and 45 mins later, they're back.
Watched the drama, 'Pinggiran Ramadhan' with them.
A very good drama.
'Someone' cried watching the drama.
Hehe!
Will be perming my hair tomorrow.
Really hope it turns out nice. (:
It's been days since i met bf.
I miss you, Md Farhan.
Nehmind, raya's coming soon.
Boyfriend! Let's go out together.
*kening naik-naik*
Hehehe.
Thursday and Friday will be spent cleaning the house.
Will get everything settled by Friday, since on weekends i'm working.
Except for 1st day raya. Siape mau pergi keje?
Haha!
Okayy people.
This post is kinda long already.
Gotta fold all the clothes which is my room.
Haiz.
Take care wonderful earthlings! (:
Much Love,
HaNa.
Friday, September 11, 2009
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HAPPY 2ND MONTHSARY BABY! (:
I felt really blessed and happy to have you, despite all the challenges we faced.
And my love to you grow stronger each and everyday.
I LOVE YOU. (:
And to my dearest best friend, FARAHNEEZ BTE A.HAMID, HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY!
Coincidentially, your birthday fall son the same day as my anni.
Hehehe.
Anyway, good luck in everything you do, and may you be blessed with good future, health, wealth and love babe. (:
Yesterday's iftar-ing session with usual cliques was fun.
As usual, we're always noisy with our laughters.
Hahaha.
And the best thing was, bf was at Geylang too with his cliques.
Was happy to meet him though.
*smiles widely*
Both me and bf cliques break-fast at Arnold's.
But too bad, bf ate first before me.
I only get to eat at alomost 9pm.
Booking lambat punya pasal.
Sheesh!
Reached home at 11pm.
Kena marah dok! In a sarcastic way pulak tu.
Haiz.
Okayy people.
Got to go now.
Susu kambing's waiting for me.
YUCKS!
Mak punya pasal, telan jer la.
HAHA!
Goodnight earthlings! (:
*Remember, I Love You. And will always do. (:*
Wednesday, September 9, 2009
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HELLO EARTHLINGS. (:
Finally, exams over! Pheeew! OA wasn't that bad compared to EVM and TPS papers. Eh. I think it's the first time i'm saying this. I was damn worried about OA paper. But alhamdulillah, the paper was okayy, except for some tough questions. Now, time for raya! Ouh yeah! *kening naik-naik*
Mum went to JB just now to take my clothings for raya. All satisfied. (: Tomorrow, i'll be buying shoes for myself. Plus! I'll be breaking fast with the usual cliques at Geylang too. And bf will be breaking fast with his cliques. Girls! We're so gonna camwhore a lot! Haha! Gonna start preparing for raya soon. Cleaning of the the house is not yet done. And ouh, mum gave me permission to perm my hair. Ouh yeah! Rambut baru this year. Haha! Aku excited oi. Haha.
Okayy people. I'm out now. Will be back updating soon. Goodnight wonderful earthlings. (:
Much Love, HaNa.
Tuesday, September 8, 2009
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HELLO EARTHLINGS. (:
It's 5.16am now, and i couldn't put myself to sleep. A lot of things are worrying me. Exams. Grrr! Nevermind. I've to stay focused. Like what bf said. (:
EVM paper yesterday was...okayy la. I'll not say it's a damn difficult paper, but was quite tough though. Screwed up the Section C. And it carries 20 marks! My mind went blank upon seeing the questions in that section. Luckily i was quite prepared for the other 2 sections. Hmm. Paper pon dah habis kan? Okayy dah. Tutup story about EVM. Haha!
TPS paper today. I really hope it's gonna be an easy one. I studied for TPS like eons ago. *crosses fingers*
Anyway, cousins break-fast at my place yesterday. Sorry couldn't entertain you people. I cooped myself in my room since 8.15-11.30pm to study. Hehe. This coming 11 sept, will be breaking-fast with Farah. It's her birthday, and coincidentially it's my 2nd month with bf. A pity, bf couldn't make it, as he has to work. And i have something to give to bf. Hehe. Almost 2 months, and still going strong. Alhamdulillah, i'm very happy. (: 14 sept will be day breaking-fast with secondary school usual cliques. Thank you mum for giving me the permission. (:
I've yet to find my footwear for Raya. Will find for it after exams. Plus, painting the house. Dad asked me for help since he couldn't do it. All will be done after exams are over. Hahaha.
Alright people. I'm going to do my dawn prayers, and back to sleep. TPS paper starts at 11. Which means, i've got some time to sleep. Hehe. Take care wonderful earthlings. (:
Much Love, HaNa.
*And i miss you boyfriend.*
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