Tuesday, September 22, 2009
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HELLO EARTHLINGS.
Time checked: 1.53pm.
Raya mood for this year, neutral.
I'm feeling like this for the first time in my 19 years of life.
I don't know why, but i feel something's lacking.
Maybe it's communication.
My first day of raya didn't go out well.
Mum and me were pissed off about something.
I know, we shouldn't have this kind of feeling on the first day of raya.
Even boyfriend said that.
But there's a limit to everyone's patience.
I'm sick and tired of this.
I don't know till when this will continue.
I do envy seeing families gathering together, taking pictures, sharing stories and stuffs.
Even one of my cliques asked me for my raya pictures.
I kept quiet for a moment.
But it won't work out for me, i guess.
Only best friend and boyfriend know how's my family like.
It's already the 3rd day of raya. It's really fast.
I don't even know whether i'm going out later or not.
Brother's schooling, and dad's out for work.
Non-stop. I hate it.
I feel all alone at home, although there's mum.
Haiz.
Boyfriend will be going out with his cliques on the 1st october.
Enjoy my dear. :)
5 October will be the day my cliques and me go out for raya.
Will be going out with secondary school usual cliques on the 9th.
Hopefully, there will be a smile on the day i go out with them.
Insyallah.
Boyfriend and my usual cliques are the reason for me to smile everyday.
Family? I don't know. I don't feel like last time anymore.
But whatever it is, i still love them like before.
Okayy people.
I'm gonna sign off.
Take care wonderful earthlings and enjoy your raya.
*I think i've finally found a better place to start. But no one never seems to understand. Where did you go, i missed you so.*
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