Saturday, December 5, 2009
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HEY EARTHLINGS.
Today's already the 5th day in the month of December.
How time flies.
I'm totally confused on how i'll go through my life in the days coming.
Yes, i may have a nice and perfect family.
But i feel like as if i'm living alone, and no one could understand me.
I hate being controlled when i was small, till now.
I hate being accused for nothing.
I hate arguing with someone everyday.
For once, treat me like a 19 year old girl.
I ain't a small child anymore.
Will you let me have some freedom and peace please?
No one knows what i'm feeling inside deep in my heart.
Only God knows it.
I miss him being with me always.
I miss having him around me.
I felt blessed when i got to know him, and i was happy that i've found someone whom i could share my feelings with.
I was thankful to Allah.
But how was i suppose to know, that it could end just in a blink of an eye.
And it left a deep cut in my heart.
But, i'll never blame him.
It was never his fault.
Whatever it is, 11 July will always be the date i'll remember.
And, i'll never forget 11 August. A nice surprise indeed.
Whatever it is, 1126 will still remain in my heart.
Boy, i wish you could be next to me reading this.
Next week's gonna be the last week of school.
And holidays will start.
Gosh. It will be a long one okayy.
Drats!
LTO brothers, let's meet up soon before holidays okayy.
I really miss Golkist times man.
I've had a great time with you guys during the bbq, although i had to be home fast.
Dad's gonna organise bbq at my house.
Prolly it will be on 26 December.
26 eh. Nice number indeed.
LTO brothers, you'll be the first few i'll invite okayy.
Had Public Relations common test yesterday.
The best thing was, we had to bring our own foolscap papers!
Skola dah miskin sangat ke sampai tak boleh provide kita foolscap papers?
The paper was okayy, except for some questions which i couldn't answer.
But Shafeeq bro's words lingers my mind when i was doing the paper.
He said that i must have confidence in myself.
One by one, classmates started to leave the classroom as they finished their paper.
I was kind of nervous when a large number of them left.
Scared of being alone la eh.
So, 1 or 2 questions left me with no answer, i just scribbled anything which comes to my mind.
I can guarantee it will be wrong.
I guess, i just have to keep my fingers crossed,a nd wait for the results.
The results for AOFA are still not out yet.
It will take eons for them to tell us the results.
Haiz.
Okayy people.
I'll be out now.
Gonna take my shower, and i'll be going out later to Eunos for something.
Take care wonderful eartlings.
Much Love,
HaNa.
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