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THE LADY
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Sunday, January 17, 2010
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AGONY.
Can you return me the smile that once i had like the photo on the left?
I really wonder. What do you people want and expect from me?
Do all of you realise that you're letting me live in agony?
Well. I guess all of you don't realise it, don't you?
I'm totally sick and tired.
Yes! I'm tired.
I'm tired of following your instructions, which sometimes doesn't have any meaning at all.
The way you people control me, is really making me more stressed each and every single day.
You people could just embarass me in front of my friends and others.
Remember, i do have feelings.
I ain't a statue which stands in front of you.
For God's sake, i'm going to turn 20 in 4 months time.
I know it's not a big deal for you, but it is for me.
Treat me like an adult will you? I'm not a 10-year old child anymore.
I understand that it's a way of showing that you people love me.
But give me some leniency will you?
And yes, i'm typing all this with tears rolling down my cheeks.
What's the use of staying under one roof, but there's no understanding at all?
Sometimes i wish to use the wrong way.
I really couldn't stand it anymore.
I'm sorry readers, but i'm just pouring out everything i feel. :(
Goodnight.
*You told me once you wouldn't leave me, but you did it in the end. Where were you when i was alright? Tell me, did you even know that i was alright? And you left me thinking that i'll be alright.*
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