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THE LADY
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Sunday, January 31, 2010
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LET IT ALL OUT.
HEY EARTHLINGS.
I'm blogging now, coz i wanna let out what i feel inside.
I can't let it out in facebook, since some people's like tracking down my statuses.
I hate this feeling. I'm being controlled in everything.
Even now, i couldn't post it in facebook.
I'm scared that it might fell to my parents ears.
I'm lucky to have a blog.
*sighs*
Bro, what you've said just now really hurts me alot.
You don't realise it, don't you?
I've been giving in to you all these while.
I put aside all my wants, just to let you to have what you want first.
Yes, i've been doing that since small.
I did that till i know i couldn't get all my wants.
But nevermind, as long you're happy, i'm okayy.
But what you said just now, really leave a great cut in my heart.
Same goes to you mum.
I loved you, but you don't seem to have any confidence at me at all.
I seriously hated the way you compared me and my friends.
Yes, they're far way better and smarter than me.
I'm not jealous over them at all, coz that is God's gift for them.
In fact, i'm happy to call them my friends.
But me? I too want to lead a better life, but you didn't give me a chance.
How am i suppose to continue living? Tell me.
Can i scream?
Arrgghh!
Goodnight readers.
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