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Friday, February 26, 2010
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26, MAULUD NABI.
HEY EARTHLINGS.
Today's already the 26th day of February.
And today marks Maulud Nabi too.
First thing i woke up in the morning just now, i hope that my PR presentation will run smoothly without any problems, since today is a good day and yeah, it's the number 26.
My favourite number. (:
But ended up, my group did not present today, since Aishah didn't come to school.
She has diarrhoea.
Other group presented, and my teammates and me realised that there are some things whch needs to be amended.
Thank God we didn't present.
I don't want this presentation to be bad like the previous one.
I thank Allah for giving us a chance.
Slacked in school till 2.45pm just now, and off to Eunos till 5.30pm.
I was dead beat when i reached home.
Believe it or not, i stood up all the from Eunos to Choa Chu Kang.
No sits at all. Be it in train and bus.
Sheesh.
Had dinner when i came back, and showered.
Oh btw, Hadah texted me when i was in the train on the way back home, asking me to watch this Hindi movie called "3 Idiots".
I've watched part of it.
The other part shall be continued tomorrow, as my eyes are getting heavier already.
So, i'll just post a quick update yeah.
3 Idoits. HILARIOUS MUCH!
Hadah was right. It's a MUST WATCH MOVIE!
And i saw "someone's" name in the movie.
Go watch the movie, and you will know who's name in there.
It really reminds me of him.
It's exactly his name.
I'm surprised.
Working tomorrow.
Needs to go to Eunos on Sunday morning, and back to work again.
Exhausting. Plus the hot weather.
I'll not get to follow mum to Maulud Nabi held at Expo on Sunday, since i'm working.
I wanna go there badly.
I went there last year with mum, and it really taught me some lessons.
It's an event not to be missed, for me.
Nvermind, there's always a next time.
Insyallah.
Alright readers.
I'm super duper tired now.
I wanna go to bed.
Signing off, goodnight.
Tuesday, February 23, 2010
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23.
HEY EARTHLINGS.
Somehow, the number 23 haunts me.
I only love the number 11.
I won't elaborate here.
Let be known by myself only.
School started at 1pm just now, starting off with PR.
Had AOFA after that, did Microsoft Frontpage project.
It's almost finishing.
*smiles*
Spent a lot of time finding for the background.
Got it at last.
Need to save some photos.
Which is not done yet till now.
*sighs*
I wanna get my project done perfectly this time round.
And ouh, i passed my Microsoft Excel CA.
Alhamdulillah, although it's a borderline pass.
Currently chatting with Mali Fitness and Syamimi.
Mali, let's gather the 2007 FT usual cliques soon yeah.
I miss hanging out like last time.
Haha.
And Syamimi, i didn't know that she's in the same school as me.
I was told by bro, that she's in the same school as us, taking Office Skills.
Great. She's dad's good friend's daughter.
But too bad, i'm graduating.
Sadly, 14 days left. :(
Can't spend much time chatting with Syamimi.
School's gonna end soon, and i have to say that i hate to leave.
Too many memories.
All the good and bad ones.
The friends, the schoolmates, the special someone that i had last year.
It will never be forgotten.
It has been a great journey for me in ITE.
I wil definitely miss all that.
I'm signing off now.
I need some rest.
Goodnight.
Sunday, February 21, 2010
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TIRED.
HEY EARTHLINGS.
Aku ni sebenarnya penat.
I feel damn lethargic and tired.
With school everyday, projects to be done, working on weekends, to and fro to Eunos every Sunday and back to work again.
That's my routine everyday.
However busy i am, my mind will still not be ease.
I've been skipping supplements for the past few weeks.
*smiles*
And mum has been saying that my face looks tired everyday, apart from Shahidin and Ayub who has been saying that i've got that sad face.
It's not that i don't appreciate your thought mum, but it just won't work for me.
I like it more in this way.
I don't care about it anymore.
Yes, i admit i'm not a strong person.
I've realised that since the last time.
However hard people try to make me smile, it's just for a while.
And it will be back to square one.
Nothing will make me smile like last time again.
However, i like working on Sundays in the afternoon session.
Little kids aged 5-12 years old will come and have their soccer training.
So cute.
I have my little eyecandy.
7 years old i guess.
I got to know his name. FARHAN.
Surprising and shocking.
I got to know his name when he was trying to kick and shoot a ball.
And his mates we cheering "FARHAN! FARHAN! FARHAN!"
Upon hearing his name, Farah and me looked at each other, giving a surprised look.
So coincidentially.
I looked down, and kept quiet for a moment.
Memories. I miss him.
But, hearing their voices and looking at them makes my afternoon good.
Do continue playing there okayy kids.
Time now is 10.36pm.
I'm off now.
Goodnight.
Thursday, February 18, 2010
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END SO SOON?
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MORNING EARTHLINGS.
Time checked: 9.34am
Woke up at 9, and i'm alone at home.
Everybody's out.
Luckily school starts at 1pm today.
I really need rest, after so many days of sleepless nights and if could sleep, i'll have nightmares.
Burnt the midnight oil yesterday to do the Special Events projects.
It ain't easy i tell you.
Lots of research needs to be done.
Mine and Farah's part are finishing bsoon.
Only need some discussions to be done later in school.
Presentation for this project is next week, plus need to study for the mock test which is on Friday.
I really need to pass the mock test.
Coz if i don't, i'll not be able to sit for the exam which is on 9 March.
So many heavy topics in the book.
*sighs*
I'll have to endure with this.
It's gonna end soon.
9 March marks the last day of school.
And everyone will go to their separate ways and paths.
Time really flies isn't it?
It's so fast that i'm gonna complete my Higher Nitec education.
When we were laughing with our classmates, spending time together in activities all, it has finally come to an end.
I'm gonna admit this, i'll miss every moment in school.
Haiz.
Okayy, i wouldn't want to update about this separation thingy first.
SEPARATION DO HURTS.
Will be back updating soon.
Have a good day earthlings.
Monday, February 15, 2010
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UNEXPECTED.
HEY EARTHLINGS.
Another post for today.
Spent the whole day doing PR project with the usuals at Starbucks @ Raffles City.
Went out from house at 8.15 am.
Planning was to drop by at 711 to meet schoolmate, Naim for awhile since he works there.
But didn't see him. Maybe he went back earlier.
There was a reason why i went out from home earlier.
I don't wanna elaborate.
It really spoils my mood.
Heartpain.
*sighs*
Bought Famous Amos at 711 for breakfast.
Yes, that's what i had for breakfast.
Waited for that Farahneez for 1 hour.
1 HOUR OKAYY!
I wander at Yew Tee, like some orang tak betol sia.
Sheesh!
Train-ed down to City Hall to meet the others.
Did some got our duties to be done, did some discussions and went back at 12pm.
Didn't went back home straight.
Went to Farah's place to do PR research.
The project has to be re-done back, after reading the question really properly.
Farah and me were shouting and singing our hearts out.
Damn stressful, when everything has to be re-done.
Haiz.
Went back home around 5.30pm.
My mood started to change when i think of home.
I cooped myself up in my room for the rest of the day.
I was being treated like a total stranger by mum.
Mum, you'll never know how i feel.
Just because of that poly courses i chose, everything turned out like this?
Do you think i'm happy in this situation, not talking to you?
Do you think i enjoy?
No, i don't.
I feel like you're blaming me as if i've committed a grave mistake.
You didn't know how restless i was doing everything,
how much things running in my mind,
encountered sleepless nights thinking of this.
YOU DIDN'T KNOW AT ALL.
I might go nuts one day.
Haiz.
Even if i were to tell you, i wouldn't have the chance to fend for myself.
Coz i'm always in the wrong, in your eyes.
Everything i do doesn't seem right to you.
Although i sacrificed my feelings and wanting to make it up to you, you just ignored it.
You gave me the cold shoulders.
And Dad, i was suprised by what you said the other day.
TOTALLY SURPRISED.
Am i like a television, and you like the remote control?
Following each and everything you pressed on the remote.
I too have my own life.
I want to do something i like, not following people's feelings.
Is it hard for me?
And yeah, i heard you told brother about my "future".
I feel like giving up.
I might as well don't exist in the world right?
It's not that i don't appreciate that God has created me, but i'm totally tired.
Wait till i close my eyes forever, this blog will be the witness of how i've always feel.
Friends. They have been giving me endless encouragement.
I really appreciate it a lot.
I'm lucky to have you people in my life.
Thanks Rizal Fitness, for the encouragement and advice that you gave me.
But honestly, i do feel worried about what you said about my condition just now.
I didn't expect that it would turn out like that laa.
But, i can't do anything about it.
Thanks Nowreen, Farahliyana and Kat Kartini for the facebook comments.
I'm left speecless with your comments.
Not forgetting my best peeps, Idah, Hadah, Nana and Farahneez.
Thank you so much people.
I wonder how my life would be if you people didn't exist in my life.
Time now is 11.55pm.
I'm off now.
HEY EARTHLINGS.
Another friend of mine's birthday today.
I just wanna wish, KHAIRUDDIN BIN RAHMAT, a HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY!
He just turned 19 today.
Baru 19 eh.
Hehehe.
May Allah bless you with good health, wealth and love okayy.
Stay happy always buddy! (:
Sunday, February 14, 2010
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NOT FOR ME.
I'm living for others, not for myself.
I live to satisy the needs and dreams of others.
I live to follow people instructions.
I live to listen to outsiders comments about my education and career.
I'm living in fear and agony.
I can't have any options for myself.
I'm stressed, and depressed enough.
How i wish i could perish fast.
Totally tired, i am.
Grandma, i miss you.
God, take me to her fast please?
I've longed to be with her.
Goodbye.
Friday, February 12, 2010
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2ND ONE.
HEY EARTHLINGS.
It's the 2nd post for the day.
I'm totally not in the mood.
I'm just pissed off over under-aged kiddos like those in primary school or just going to sec 1, especially girls bragging about their boyfriend in facebook or whatsoever.
If you don't find fault with any of my family member, i won't find fault with you.
But if i got to know that you do, you better run when i see you okayy.
I've been browsing through bro's facebook few days back, and there's this girl who used swearing words against bro.
Bro commented her status nicely, and she started to use swearing words.
Not only her, even her friend joined in too.
That really made my blood boil.
I don't care even if i know your boyfriend.
Kau siapa eh nak panggil orang "sial" and maki orang sesuka hati kau?
Nama kat facebook nak step cina, padahal muka takda cina langsung.
Girl, consider yourself lucky that i'm not in your friends' list in facebook.
If i'm it, then that's too bad.
Pergi habiskan kau punya Sec 4 dulu, baru boleh bebual dengan orang eh.
Ini baru jer Sec 1, mulut dah mcm siak.
Haiz.
Pompuan2..
If you wanna be in relationship, having scandals or whatsoever, that's your business.
I don't even wish to know about it, coz i've got nothing to do with it.
But if you mess around with my brother, then you are messing with me too.
Get that straight in your head, understood?
Haiz, primary and secondary school girls nowadays..
Perangai nak step mcm minahrep.
OMG.
Jadi budak perempuan biasa kan dah bagus.
Lagik manis.
Haiz.
I've had enough of people like this laa.
If i don't bother you, you don't bother me okayy?
Haiz.
Okayy readers.
I'm sick and tired of being angry nowadays.
I'm gonna have my rest now.
Goodnight.
Thanks to you, Mum and Dad, that i've lost my confidence of going to Poly.
After talking to you about me going to Poly to get myself a Diploma, you gave the green light at first.
I was VERY HAPPY.
Of course you were reluctant i first. I know.
Why? It's because i'm using your CPF money to pay for the fees, Dad.
But you said, "If you really want to study, then okayy."
But after just now, you've shattered all my hopes and confidence into pieces.
JUST BECAUSE i chose Sports and Sonic Arts.
I vividly remember this, "Kalau orang dengar kau ambil courses macam ini semua, orang ketawakan kau ah."
Do you know that it really broke my heart when you said that?
If that courses were all nonsense, why in the hell would government approve all that courses to be accepted in polytechnics?
MOE people have brains, Mum and Dad.
They know what youth likes.
If Sonic Arts is nonsense, Hadah wouldn't have chosen that course.
In fact, she's doing well in that course now.
I got all the info from her, about the course.
I liked it, that's why i chose it.
For your info, Mum and Dad, i don't follow people.
I'm doing what i like and what i'm interested in.
You know that i'm very interested in sports, yet you just ignore it.
I can close one eye if you objected me taking Fitness Training in ITE.
I went for Office and Business Administration, for your sake and for me to get a cert.
I did well in Office, Alhamdulillah.
Now, i'm finishing my Business Administration course soon.
I'll strive hard to excel in my final semester.
But thanks to my best friends Idah, Nana, Hadah and Farah for supporting me all the way and for the never ending hope in me.
Thanks to Hyrulnizam Jumaat, for giving me the support to take sport courses.
Although i'm not close to him, i was surprised when he said this in MSN, "Go Go Go! You have my support!"
Thank you so much Ahlau.
Even someone whom you are not close with, can give you support.
It's all thanks to Muhammad Farhan Bin Kamarudin, for giving me advice to go to Poly last time.
Although you are not with me now, i still appreciate your advice, Farhan.
I still remember everything, till now.
I dare to say all this, because i appreciate him.
And thanks to all my classmates and teachers, for giving me the support to go Poly.
Thank you to all of you.
I won't forget all of you.
Tuesday, February 9, 2010
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DISAPPOINTED.
HEY EARTHLINGS.
Had Microsoft Excel CA just now.
I did BADLY.
I was stuck with the IF function.
And everything went haywire.
I was the LAST person to leave the room.
Yes, the last one, for the first ever time.
Alex saved my work in his thumbdrive.
When he tried to open my work again to double check, i was totally scared laa.
Scared that he might see all the figures in the spreadsheet.
Haha!
But luckily, he didn't see it laa.
Haha.
I'll just keep my fingers crossed for this test.
I didn't have any confidence for this CA in the first place anyway.
But, who doesn't want to pass?
Just a borderline pass for me, and i'll be thankful.
Insyallah.
Had lunch in school with Farah, Saleha, Ash and V after that, since the usual cliques went back already.
Went back around 2.30pm, as Saleha, V and Ash wants to complete their PR project.
Met Ayub and Shahidin at the bustop.
Both of them kept saying this since last week, "Asal muka kau sedih seh?"
And i was like, "Huh? Mana ada sedih?"
I don't know what's wrong brothers.
Settled bills after that and headed home.
I've yet to think whether i should apply for Poly or not.
Friday's the last day to apply.
I'm definitely attracted to Sports and Leisure Management course.
But it's at RP. Nevermind laa.
Yes, i've changed my mind to got to Poly, since i will need that cert in future.
I still remember "his" advice, when i was still with him last year in July, about going to Poly.
He gave me a long sms about it, and asked me to go to Poly.
At that point of time, my answer was a NO.
But now, i remembered everything he said and made up my mind to go Poly.
It's for my own good.
I need a good income to support my family.
And yeah, no more Business studies for me.
I'm tired of Business studies.
Enough for me, since i've been taking that since Nitec.
I told mum and dad about Poly, but they didn't give any reaction about it.
All they say is, "Poly requires high fees."
I'm sad that you didn't gave me any encouragement at all.
:(
Alright readers.
This is all for today.
I've got to make decision soon, before it's too late.
Toodles earthlings.
Sunday, February 7, 2010
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SUNDAE.
HEY EARTHLINGS.
Time checked: 10.36pm
As usual, blogging at night.
At least, i get some peace.
ONLY AT CERTAIN TIMES.
Can someone tell me what is the real meaning of peace?
*sighs*
Currently facebook-ing and chatting with schoolmate, Kat Kartini in facebook.
Although she's a new friend made, it seems like we can share lots of stories.
We always like each other status in facebook.
Especially bila part kena-kena kan orang.
Hahaha.
Work today's okayy.
Like suddenly, there were many people who wanted to play at that field today.
Tu laa. Bila field tuu takda orang, korang tanak datang main.
Now dah banyak orang, korang semua sibuk-sibuk.
Haiyaa.
Manusia, manusia.
Hahaha.
This thing keeps running in my mind for the past few weeks.
What do parents want from their child actually?
I know, they want their child to be a successful person one day.
But AT LEAST, ask their child first what they want.
Ask them whether they are happy with the decision they've made.
If it's a good thing, then i parents shouldn't cut in their way.
They are just on their way to success.
Do not stop them, if you want to see them happy.
But if parents stop their child from doing something good, then that is a real problem.
I'm sorry if i sound harsh, but this is what i feel.
Jangan halang mereka untuk kepentingan diri sendiri.
I know, there's a time that a child has to pay back what their parents had done for them when they were small, but there's always 1001 positive ways to pay them back.
To Farahleez, if you're reading this, prove to your mum that she's wrong.
Just like what you said in facebook.
She's not in the wrong actually, it's just that she don't understand the education standard now.
Duit sentiasa boleh dicari, walaupun susah kan?
The important thing is, education.
Yes it is.
I admit, i regret that i can't make it to Poly.
But what i aim now is to graduate successfully in Higher Nitec in Business Administration.
What i want is, my brother to get into Poly, insyallah.
I don't mind at all that he's smarter than me.
At least that's something to be proud of in the family.
Farahleez, make the right decision okayy? (:
Okayy people.
Aku kasi advise kat orang, tapi diri sendiri tak betul sangat.
Hahaha.
I wouldn't mind giving advises though. (:
That's all for today.
Goodnight.
Friday, February 5, 2010
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FRIDAY IS HERE AGAIN.
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HEY EARTHLINGS.
Time flies, Friday is here again.
Tomorrow, Saturday.
Work takes turn.
Sunday, work again. And i've to go to some place to do something.
It will be damn tiring.
I've got no choice, but to endure with it.
Currently facebook-ing as usual, and chatting with Farahliyana.
She found my blog through Ayeesyaa's, and there the conversation started till now.
Hahaha.
I just got to know from her that the last day of school is on 9 March.
OMG. That's really fast.
As the days goes by, i gotta admit that i'm starting to miss school.
I'll miss my usual cliques, friends, the usual schoolmates i've seen in school and of course, "you".
Okayy, i don't wanna elaborate on this further.
Let's wait till the last day of school.
*sighs*
I've made up my mind that i'll not be continuing studies at poly, even if i can get through.
It's time for me to help my parents as in financial wise.
And like Zaidah Zainol said, shopping time!
Hahaha.
I'll take up courses, something which i like which is sports.
If i could find one, insyallah.
I'll not say that i'm not interested 100% in studying after ITE.
I am still interested, but due to some circumstances, i can't continue it.
Guess i've to work full-time already.
Okayy people.
Done blogging for today.
The time now is already 11.53 pm.
Toodles earthlings.
Wednesday, February 3, 2010
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AGAIN, 20 SEN!
I'm here to wish the girl wearing black outfit in the pic, HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY!
ZAIDAH! Amongst us, you're the oldest eh.
I mean as in months laa.
Hahaha.
I was the first one to wish you right?
Kan Idah kan?
Hehe!
See, i still remember your birthday although we don't have meet-ups often like how we used to.
Aniway, may Allah bless you always with health, wealth and love aite.
Senyum-senyum selalu! (:
Tuesday, February 2, 2010
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INJURED.
HEY EARTHLINGS.
Okayy, in case all of you don't know what the pic on the left is about and if it's not so clear, i'll tell you.
My right wrist is swollen. Plus! Fever.
Went to clinic, and i got 1 day MC.
Okayy, half of it, i'm happy coz i finally got to rest.
But half of it, i'm bored coz i can't meet my friends.
I don't think i should sigh on this.
Kalau aku kena high fever pun cantik.
So, that means presentation for PR is postponed to Thursday.
And, i can't take the mock test for AOFA tomorrow since i'm not in school.
I gotta take it some other day.
Leceh laa.
AOFA common test in on 9 February.
Now then i can sigh.
I need to spray my hair all black, since the invigilator is my "best friend".
Wanna know who? ALEX, THE DM!
Oh goshhh.
Good luck to myself laa eh.
Okayy people.
Today's post will be a short one.
I'm off to sleep now since i just ate my drowsy medicine.
Goodnight.
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