Friday, February 12, 2010
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LOSING HOPE.
Thanks to you, Mum and Dad, that i've lost my confidence of going to Poly.
After talking to you about me going to Poly to get myself a Diploma, you gave the green light at first.
I was VERY HAPPY.
Of course you were reluctant i first. I know.
Why? It's because i'm using your CPF money to pay for the fees, Dad.
But you said, "If you really want to study, then okayy."
But after just now, you've shattered all my hopes and confidence into pieces.
JUST BECAUSE i chose Sports and Sonic Arts.
I vividly remember this, "Kalau orang dengar kau ambil courses macam ini semua, orang ketawakan kau ah."
Do you know that it really broke my heart when you said that?
If that courses were all nonsense, why in the hell would government approve all that courses to be accepted in polytechnics?
MOE people have brains, Mum and Dad.
They know what youth likes.
If Sonic Arts is nonsense, Hadah wouldn't have chosen that course.
In fact, she's doing well in that course now.
I got all the info from her, about the course.
I liked it, that's why i chose it.
For your info, Mum and Dad, i don't follow people.
I'm doing what i like and what i'm interested in.
You know that i'm very interested in sports, yet you just ignore it.
I can close one eye if you objected me taking Fitness Training in ITE.
I went for Office and Business Administration, for your sake and for me to get a cert.
I did well in Office, Alhamdulillah.
Now, i'm finishing my Business Administration course soon.
I'll strive hard to excel in my final semester.
But thanks to my best friends Idah, Nana, Hadah and Farah for supporting me all the way and for the never ending hope in me.
Thanks to Hyrulnizam Jumaat, for giving me the support to take sport courses.
Although i'm not close to him, i was surprised when he said this in MSN, "Go Go Go! You have my support!"
Thank you so much Ahlau.
Even someone whom you are not close with, can give you support.
It's all thanks to Muhammad Farhan Bin Kamarudin, for giving me advice to go to Poly last time.
Although you are not with me now, i still appreciate your advice, Farhan.
I still remember everything, till now.
I dare to say all this, because i appreciate him.
And thanks to all my classmates and teachers, for giving me the support to go Poly.
Thank you to all of you.
I won't forget all of you.
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