Sunday, February 21, 2010
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TIRED.
HEY EARTHLINGS.
Aku ni sebenarnya penat. I feel damn lethargic and tired. With school everyday, projects to be done, working on weekends, to and fro to Eunos every Sunday and back to work again. That's my routine everyday. However busy i am, my mind will still not be ease.
I've been skipping supplements for the past few weeks. *smiles* And mum has been saying that my face looks tired everyday, apart from Shahidin and Ayub who has been saying that i've got that sad face. It's not that i don't appreciate your thought mum, but it just won't work for me. I like it more in this way. I don't care about it anymore. Yes, i admit i'm not a strong person. I've realised that since the last time. However hard people try to make me smile, it's just for a while. And it will be back to square one. Nothing will make me smile like last time again.
However, i like working on Sundays in the afternoon session. Little kids aged 5-12 years old will come and have their soccer training. So cute. I have my little eyecandy. 7 years old i guess. I got to know his name. FARHAN. Surprising and shocking. I got to know his name when he was trying to kick and shoot a ball. And his mates we cheering "FARHAN! FARHAN! FARHAN!" Upon hearing his name, Farah and me looked at each other, giving a surprised look. So coincidentially. I looked down, and kept quiet for a moment. Memories. I miss him. But, hearing their voices and looking at them makes my afternoon good. Do continue playing there okayy kids.
Time now is 10.36pm. I'm off now. Goodnight.
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