listen up
pls do not remove the creditszx!
Designer:yik
thong
Others:xoxoo
Tuesday, March 23, 2010
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I GIVE UP.
I wish i could kill myself right now. I hate you people controlling me. I've had enough of this. I'm going 20, not a 2 year-old kid anymore. I've been holding back my emotions everytime you decide for me about everything. But now, i can't take it anymore. I feel like crying and screaming my heart out. It would make me feel 100 times better. You just make your own decisions, without even knowing how i feel like. Let me tell you people this, I MIGHT AS WELL NOT LIVE. I feel like i'm living for other people, not for myself. Now, i'm holding back my tears in front of you. I'm destroying myself by doing this, yes i know. I've been doing this for many many years. There's always a limit to everything. Don't ever compare me and your friends' kids. Coz, i ain't like them. I'm totally different from them. You can't just assume that what she likes, is what i like too. The bottom line is, I'M NOT HAPPY AT ALL, IF YOU ASK ME. I GIVE UP!