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THE LADY
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Saturday, April 24, 2010
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NOTHING ON SATURDAY.
HEY EARTHLINGS.
Time checked: 11.00pm
Okayy, somehow, i need to forget this number 11.
It really haunts me a lot.
I'll only remember 11 September, which is Farah's birthday.
No worries babe, i'll never forget your birthday. (:
Woke up at 10.30am just now.
Ever since i started working in SMRT, the number of hours of sleeping for me has increased.
Super duper tired.
Been reaching home at 12 everyday.
Good. People sleeping soundly, i just came back from work. -_-
I've not been having proper meals, as i was afraid that stomach pains will act up when i'm on duty.
Instead, i'll buy some snacks and place in the station's pantry.
Haha.
It rained in the afternoon just now, and the field couldn't be opened to public.
So, instead of sitting and rotting at home, i went to the void deck to slack with Farah.
She came with Ayeesyaa, together with Mikhail.
Slacked till 4 plus, as Ayeesyaa and Mike wants to meet the Hamlau's.
How i miss spending time with the Hamlau's.
I wish i could turn back the clock, during the Nitec times.
It's like almost everyday we get to meet.
*sighs*
Okayy. Actually, someone did ask me out.
It's not once, but twice already.
I kept rejecting by giving him excuses.
I'm afraid that what happened in the past will act up again.
This person was from ITE Clementi too, but in Fitness Training.
The last time i saw him was in May last year, when i became the usher for the graduates.
He's in the same class as Arif.
Arif knows him very well.
Well, he seemed like a good person to me.
But i need to ask Arif about him first.
It's better to be safe, than sorry.
Arif, i so need you now.
Readers, i'm going to bed now.
My collar bone has been aching lately.
I need some rest.
Alright. Goodnight earthlings.
Sunday, April 18, 2010
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REVEALED.
My 2nd post for today.
I really have to blog about this.
I got to know everything about "you" by one of my friend yesterday.
I was really fucking shocked when i got to know all that.
I'm really thankful to my friend, for telling me everything.
I'm having mixed emotions.
Shocked, sad, angry, disappointed....
Basically, everything.
Thanks for making me like a fool!
I've been so stupid and naive.
After hearing all this, i can now categorise you same like other guys.
Like what my friend said, i've wasted my years on you, for 7 months.
I've never felt like this before.
You were my first love, and you're also the first person who gave the phobia of relationships and the name, love.
I've had enough already.
I'm lucky that my friend told me everything about you, or i might have went into deeper.
After hearing all those stories, you made me cry once again coz now i know the real you.
It's best that i don't see you for now.
I don't wish to hate you or what.
I won't gain anything by doing that.
Even if i have to meet you, i'll take it as a professionalism act.
If you happen to read this or what, i'll tell you that i've forgiven you.
I'm not God, to judge whether i should forgive you or not.
We now don't mean anything to each other.
All i can say is, i hope you'll change for the better.
I'll erase all the memories i had with you, coz i don't know whether you're sincere or not during those times.
I felt cheated and being played out.
What have we done to you, that you did all these to me and my friend?
Only you and God have the answer.
Rest assured, i'll not get myslef involve in relationships anymore.
Don't blame me, coz your actions lead me to this.
Please change for the better.
Remember, karma is going around.
Yours truly,
Farhana.
AL-FATIHAH TO ACHIK (SPIN).
He met with a car accident yesterday, and died on the spot.
It's very shocking for me.
I was his fan.
I love listening to his songs.
The lyrics are all meaningful, and it's simply nice to listen to.
Till now, all his songs are still in my phone.
I remember the first time i listen to his songs, and that was when i was still in Primary 5.
Yes, i was still in primary school that time.
The first ever song i listened was Gurauan Berkasih.
I heard in in MTV, and kept pestering mum and dad to buy for me the karaoke when they went to JB.
They really bought for me, and that was when i really got hooked to Spin.
And now his gone, it's still unbelievable.
Even if Spin gets its new vocalist, it's still can't be same like Achik's times.
Achik, our prayers are with you.
Semoga Allah mencucuri rahmat keatas rohmu, dan tempatkanmu disisi orang-orang yg beriman.
Amin.
Friday, April 16, 2010
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AL-FATIHAH.
AL-FATIHAH TO A.HAMID BIN JALI.
Today marks the 1 year death anniversary of Farah's dad.
How time flies.
May Allah bless your soul.
Amin Rabbal Alamin.
MORNING EARTHLINGS.
Yesterday was the last day of my SMRT training for CSA Batch 30.
The training was for 4 days.
Time really flies.
It's saddening though.
How i wish there's training everyday.
I'm certainly gonna miss the laughters, jokes and the people.
Although some of them are aunties and uncles, the're young at heart.
I've made ne friends there.
There closest ones are Kak Noris, Julia and Kak Nora.
The 3 of them are a bunch of jokers.
Especially Kak Noris.
Her laughter is very infectious you know.
We can een laugh like noboday's business in trains.
Haha!
A pity, all of them including Farah were posted to different stations.
Except for Kak Noris and Julia.
The 2 of them are gonna work at the same station, which is at Dhoby Ghaut but in the new Circle Line.
How lucky!
Kak Nora was posted to Bras Basah station in the new Circle Line too.
Same goes to Farah, Circle Line but hers is at Paya Lebar.
I was posted to Pasir Ris station.
The only one among the cliques posted to Main Line.
I'm proned to face "One-Under" cases.
One-Under cases means, suicidal cases.
WTH. -_-
Hopefully, i'll not face such cases eh.
Touch wood!
Luckily, mine's in the afternoon shift for today.
I really need some sleep, after sacrificing my rest for the past 4 days due to training.
After training yesterday, the 5 of us went to have our dinner at Plaza Singapura.
Window shopped for a while, and headed back home.
I almost forgot to buy socks for myself.
Luckily i remembered when i reached Yew Tee station.
Phew!
Ladies! Outing soon okayy!
We shall hit the gym during our off day.
(:
Okayy readers.
The time now is 11.11 am.
Number 11 again. -_-
I'm off to clean my room, and iron my uniform.
I need to report for work at 6.30pm.
Toodles earthlings.
Sunday, April 11, 2010
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DOESN'T GO RIGHT.
HEY EARTHLINGS.
A bad day today, i should say.
It started off when i woke up from sleep, when i heard something which concerned my cousins, wasn't right.
My blood really boiled upon hearing that.
Went to shower and got ready for work.
That was problem number 1.
Problem number 2: Dad lost his bke and filed key, but luckily he found his bike key first. So, he had to use my field key to open his field which is at Kranji Sec.
Had to wait for 15 mins for brother to come back with the key.
*Sighs*
Problem number 3: I was really pissed off when i was all ready for work, and when i reached the field, it was occupied with kids and parent support group.
Buat penat aku siap2 sia.
So, i went back to home and Farah came.
Slacked around watching 2 Hindi movies instead.
After that, we went to Farah's place since she had forgotten to take her late dad's adult ez-link card.
I purchased mine too.
It cost 15 bucks. -_-
Went to and fro from CCK to Yew Tee using my ITE ez-link card as i wanted to finish the value before it expires.
After taking Farah's ez-link, went to Sunshine Place and bought Sweetalk.
Weather was super hot and i was perspiring all the way.
Saw Yasni there.
It's been eons since i saw him.
He's all different now, as he's serving his NS in Civil Defence now.
Problem number 4: Farah and me went back to my home to take the field key and forms.
But no one was at home, as i had no key.
I got really angry at that moment.
Called dad, and luckily he had the house key.
I've got no choice, but to take the key from dad's place.
But dad called and said that he'll be sending me the key and asked me to wait at the bustop.
Luckily.
Got the key, take the forms and headed back to that field in the noon.
The usual kids came to play, and they made me smile for a while.
Especially when i saw my little eyecandy, Farhan.
I just love looking at him.
Maybe something about this little boy here attracted me.
But his name.. Farhan. :(
Unfortunately, it rained.
Had to close the field and waited for around 15 mins.
After that, Farah and me went back to my home.
Farah wanted to use the lappy as she wanted to show me something.
Problem number 5: Farah was checking her facebook, and i saw "his" facebook in Farah's friends list.
My heart broke when i saw his display picture.
My tears dropped, in front of Farah.
Yes, i'll have to go through all this.
It's karma for me, like "someone" said in his blog.
I'm going through double like what he went through.
It's the first time i'm feeling like this.
I'm not strong to face all this.
I've got no support.
It gave me phobia of love and relationships.
Yes, indeed it gives me the jitters talking about love now.
Problem number 6: Had a tiff with brother, and i feel like he's totally different now.
I'm not being respected at all.
No one gives me the respect in this family.
Mum blamed me for the fight with brother.
I've got no choice, but to bottle up these feelings.
6 problems for today.
How cool is that?
It happened today, on the 11th.
I'm beginning to feel scared of this number, really.
I really had a bad day.
I pray to Allah to make my tomorrow a better one, and hopefully Farah and me can go through our work training successfully without any problems.
Dear Allah, know one knows what inside my heart, other than YOU.
Please make my tomorrow a better day.
Thursday, April 8, 2010
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20TH.
Happy 20th Birthday to you, Norzaidah Zainol. (:
If I say stay gorgeous, you'll say that Maha Esa will surely take it back.
Which is actually true.
Haha.
The most important thing is, stay happy and may you be blessed always yeah.
(:
Saturday, April 3, 2010
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CRASHED.
HEY EARTHLINGS.
My poly admission was unsuccessful.
My hopes were crashed when i saw the word "Unsuccessful" in the screen.
But, it's just i expected.
I'm not that surprised with it, as i knew how i did for this semester.
However, i'm still happy.
I've successfully graduated with a full cert of HIGHER NITEC IN BUSINESS ADMINSTRATION.
Plus, the NITEC IN SERVICE SKILLS (OFFICE).
I still thank Allah for this.
Alhamdulillah, i've made it through.
To all my friends who have made it to polytechnic, i wish you guys and girls all the best okayy.
And to those who are still appealing for their position in polytechnic, good luck aite.
I wish you people luck. (:
Thanks to Idah, Hadah, Nana, Dian & Athirah for the encouraging words.
I'll never forget it.
It's now the end of our ITE journey.
2 years has passed, time flies.
Rest assured, i'll see you people at Graduation Ceremony on 12 May.
Till here then.
I'm off to sleep now.
I need to go to work tomorrow morning.
Signing off at 11.17pm.
Goodnight.
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