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THE LADY
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Sunday, April 11, 2010
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DOESN'T GO RIGHT.
HEY EARTHLINGS.
A bad day today, i should say.
It started off when i woke up from sleep, when i heard something which concerned my cousins, wasn't right.
My blood really boiled upon hearing that.
Went to shower and got ready for work.
That was problem number 1.
Problem number 2: Dad lost his bke and filed key, but luckily he found his bike key first. So, he had to use my field key to open his field which is at Kranji Sec.
Had to wait for 15 mins for brother to come back with the key.
*Sighs*
Problem number 3: I was really pissed off when i was all ready for work, and when i reached the field, it was occupied with kids and parent support group.
Buat penat aku siap2 sia.
So, i went back to home and Farah came.
Slacked around watching 2 Hindi movies instead.
After that, we went to Farah's place since she had forgotten to take her late dad's adult ez-link card.
I purchased mine too.
It cost 15 bucks. -_-
Went to and fro from CCK to Yew Tee using my ITE ez-link card as i wanted to finish the value before it expires.
After taking Farah's ez-link, went to Sunshine Place and bought Sweetalk.
Weather was super hot and i was perspiring all the way.
Saw Yasni there.
It's been eons since i saw him.
He's all different now, as he's serving his NS in Civil Defence now.
Problem number 4: Farah and me went back to my home to take the field key and forms.
But no one was at home, as i had no key.
I got really angry at that moment.
Called dad, and luckily he had the house key.
I've got no choice, but to take the key from dad's place.
But dad called and said that he'll be sending me the key and asked me to wait at the bustop.
Luckily.
Got the key, take the forms and headed back to that field in the noon.
The usual kids came to play, and they made me smile for a while.
Especially when i saw my little eyecandy, Farhan.
I just love looking at him.
Maybe something about this little boy here attracted me.
But his name.. Farhan. :(
Unfortunately, it rained.
Had to close the field and waited for around 15 mins.
After that, Farah and me went back to my home.
Farah wanted to use the lappy as she wanted to show me something.
Problem number 5: Farah was checking her facebook, and i saw "his" facebook in Farah's friends list.
My heart broke when i saw his display picture.
My tears dropped, in front of Farah.
Yes, i'll have to go through all this.
It's karma for me, like "someone" said in his blog.
I'm going through double like what he went through.
It's the first time i'm feeling like this.
I'm not strong to face all this.
I've got no support.
It gave me phobia of love and relationships.
Yes, indeed it gives me the jitters talking about love now.
Problem number 6: Had a tiff with brother, and i feel like he's totally different now.
I'm not being respected at all.
No one gives me the respect in this family.
Mum blamed me for the fight with brother.
I've got no choice, but to bottle up these feelings.
6 problems for today.
How cool is that?
It happened today, on the 11th.
I'm beginning to feel scared of this number, really.
I really had a bad day.
I pray to Allah to make my tomorrow a better one, and hopefully Farah and me can go through our work training successfully without any problems.
Dear Allah, know one knows what inside my heart, other than YOU.
Please make my tomorrow a better day.
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