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THE LADY
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Sunday, April 18, 2010
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REVEALED.
My 2nd post for today.
I really have to blog about this.
I got to know everything about "you" by one of my friend yesterday.
I was really fucking shocked when i got to know all that.
I'm really thankful to my friend, for telling me everything.
I'm having mixed emotions.
Shocked, sad, angry, disappointed....
Basically, everything.
Thanks for making me like a fool!
I've been so stupid and naive.
After hearing all this, i can now categorise you same like other guys.
Like what my friend said, i've wasted my years on you, for 7 months.
I've never felt like this before.
You were my first love, and you're also the first person who gave the phobia of relationships and the name, love.
I've had enough already.
I'm lucky that my friend told me everything about you, or i might have went into deeper.
After hearing all those stories, you made me cry once again coz now i know the real you.
It's best that i don't see you for now.
I don't wish to hate you or what.
I won't gain anything by doing that.
Even if i have to meet you, i'll take it as a professionalism act.
If you happen to read this or what, i'll tell you that i've forgiven you.
I'm not God, to judge whether i should forgive you or not.
We now don't mean anything to each other.
All i can say is, i hope you'll change for the better.
I'll erase all the memories i had with you, coz i don't know whether you're sincere or not during those times.
I felt cheated and being played out.
What have we done to you, that you did all these to me and my friend?
Only you and God have the answer.
Rest assured, i'll not get myslef involve in relationships anymore.
Don't blame me, coz your actions lead me to this.
Please change for the better.
Remember, karma is going around.
Yours truly,
Farhana.
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