THE LADY
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Sunday, May 30, 2010
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THAT KIND OF FEELING.
I don't know why i have this kind of feeling, but i do miss you. I've tried to avoid this feeling, but it doesn't seem to go away. The more i try to forget, the more i'll remember you. Yes Mr [insertnamehere], i miss your messages. Like what i've said before, i feel comfortable when you msg me. There's always a smile on my face when you text or call me. Seriously, i miss your calls. Things related to you are starting to surround me. Never i thought that we would be contacting each other. However, i'll still not pin on any hopes. I don't want my hopes to be shattered into pieces for the 2nd time. If i were to date someone, there's only you in my mind. I'm too scared to keep my options open, coz i know myself. I'm not that strong, and my friends know that too. I really pray to Allah, to make you a good person. I can't afford to shed any tears anymore. Yes i know, i've rejected to go out with you a few times. I wish i could turn back the clock. Now, i've to wait till you msg me. But, i've got no choice. I was too scared to know other guys at that point of time. But after so much persuasion from friends, i started to msg you. Yup, i'll try my best to reply your msgs and pick up your calls, eventhough i'm busy.
Dear Allah, if i were to be in love again, please let the person be him. Only YOU know what's inside my heart, and only YOU know him the best. Please make him a good person, coz i don't want to get disappointed anymore. AMIN.
Thursday, May 27, 2010
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IT'S THURSDAY ALREADY?
Good noon earthlings.
Time checked: 1.26pm I've yet to iron my shirt to go to work later. Bagus Hana. I've decided to leave my uniform at the station itself, as it will be more easier. I don't have to put on sweater anymore. Imagine wearing a sweater during hot weather! People might think that i'm nuts! Haha!
Work's currenly fine. I'm enjoying every moment during worktime. Abang2 train officers sungguh kacak! It's like, "Sambil menyelam minum air." Hahaha! Some of them are friendly, and some don't. Mostly, pakciks2. Dah tua2, sombong pulak. Apa salahnya kalau senyum jer? Susah sangat ke? Lagipun, aku pun tak heran okayy. Haiz. Dunia2. -_-
Others will have an off day tomorrow, whereas i've to work. Overtime at Expo. -_- Dearest Expo, when are your exhibitions gonna be over? Selagi ada exhibitions, selagi tu laa muka aku ada kat Expo. Tapi takpe. Aku dah ada member kat sana. CSO RAMBUT MERAH! I hope to see you tomorrow okayy! At least aku tak boring sangat. Haha.
I've collected my new specs at Yew Tee Point just now. New specs = satisfaction. This time, i chose the brand Vogue. Since the shop's having a promotion for the branded ones, i might as well grab it. I wanted the Puma one at first, but some of them are not to my liking. Then i wanted the Nike one, but it'll cost up to 300 bucks. Budget lari oi! Haha. So, the last choice was Vogue. Somehow, i liked the specs and i took it. (: And like finally, i can see very very clearly! Hahaha. The old specs, boleh simpan buat display eh. Haha.
Okayy readers. I'm going to have my shower now, and off to work. Weather at my place doesn't look good. If it rains, i need to go out early. Please eh, don't rain. Sini hujan, Pasir Ris punya trains kasi aku susah. Kalau dah susah, semua cock up. Kalau semua cock up, siapa yg kena nanti? AKU JUGAK. Haha! Toodles!
Tuesday, May 25, 2010
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FINALLY!
HEY EARTHLINGS.
FINALLY, i'm back active in facebook and blog, after almost 1 month with no internet connection at home. Got my pay on the 23rd, and settled the Starhub bill so that i can use the net again. Got back from work yesterday, jumped onto my bed and immediately on my lappy. Haha. Once i check my facebook, tadaa! There were lots of birthday wishes. I was surprised. Haha. I was to engrossed replying comments in my facebook, till i forgot my meal. I ended up skipping my lunch and dinner for yesterday. Haha! A million thanks to the 4 sisters for the surprise advanced birthday celebration on 22nd May. You girls got me again. Haha! And thanks for the card. All pics taken will be uploaded in my facebook soon. (: Not forgetting to those who wished me through sms. The first person to wish me was Farahneez. Haha! A big thank you to Maroon 6 cliques, ex-classmates, ex-schoolmates, cousins, friends and facebook friends for the wishes. And, thanks to Farahliyana and Hydayu for posting about me in your blog. I'm loss for words for that, especially when i saw Farahliyana's blog. We don't talk to each other in school, and only exchanged smiles. I was totally surprised when you posted about my birthday in your blog. Thank you. (: I really appreciate it a lot, Farahliyana & Hydayu.
And yeah, i've turned 20 today. Goodbye to number 1, hello to number 2. No more behaving like a child, but young adult. It's time for me to really carry out my responsibilities. I've to look forward in life as in career and financial. Sometimes i just wanna put aside about relationships, but sometimes i don't want to. I'll get myself only confused about this. *sighs* The 4 sisters and Maroon 6 cliques have been telling me to go out with "him". But it seems like time is always the problem. Somehow, i do feel slight comfortable with him. But yeah, i don't wanna put expectations. Let's just see what happens.
Alright readers. I'm done updating for today. Will push myself to update frequently aite. Haha. (:
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