THE LADY
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Sunday, May 30, 2010
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THAT KIND OF FEELING.
I don't know why i have this kind of feeling, but i do miss you. I've tried to avoid this feeling, but it doesn't seem to go away. The more i try to forget, the more i'll remember you. Yes Mr [insertnamehere], i miss your messages. Like what i've said before, i feel comfortable when you msg me. There's always a smile on my face when you text or call me. Seriously, i miss your calls. Things related to you are starting to surround me. Never i thought that we would be contacting each other. However, i'll still not pin on any hopes. I don't want my hopes to be shattered into pieces for the 2nd time. If i were to date someone, there's only you in my mind. I'm too scared to keep my options open, coz i know myself. I'm not that strong, and my friends know that too. I really pray to Allah, to make you a good person. I can't afford to shed any tears anymore. Yes i know, i've rejected to go out with you a few times. I wish i could turn back the clock. Now, i've to wait till you msg me. But, i've got no choice. I was too scared to know other guys at that point of time. But after so much persuasion from friends, i started to msg you. Yup, i'll try my best to reply your msgs and pick up your calls, eventhough i'm busy.
Dear Allah, if i were to be in love again, please let the person be him. Only YOU know what's inside my heart, and only YOU know him the best. Please make him a good person, coz i don't want to get disappointed anymore. AMIN.
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