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THE LADY
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Wednesday, June 30, 2010
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YOUR SECRET'S OUT, BOY!
HEY EARTHLINGS.
Today's the last day for the month of June.
And the very last day of this month, i got to know the truth about someone.
WOW! I'm surprised, but i'm happy that i didn't keep in contact with you for eons.
I know what i'm doing. I thank Allah for this!
This issue is not related to Mr[insertnamehere] at all, instead it's the Train Officer which i did mention about him at my past posts.
Number 1: I'm not the type of girl who dates 5-10 guys at one time. I stick to 1 only.
Number 2: I'll only date someone who's SINGLE, and UNMARRIED.
Number 3: Never ever compare me with other girls that you have known.
Number 4: I hate it when i'm being the hot topic amongst you people.
FOR GOD'S SAKE, I AIN'T A CELEBRITY OKAYY.
Number 5: I won't hesitate to change my mind about you, if i know something's wrong in you.
Get this 5 points straight in your head boy!
I've told you upteen times, that i'm single, but i'm dating someone.
But you still choose to sms me.
Fine, i replied to your msges, but as a COLLEAGUE only.
Not more than that.
Sepatah kau tanya, sepatah aku jawab.
Aku tak kuasa nak layan orang mcm kau, yg kadang2 tak faham bahasa.
And, at least i know my limits.
Not like you!
I would rather waste my prepaid for Mr[insertnamehere].
Boy, i'm sorry but i don't even know whether we could still be friends or not.
That particular phone call just now, really changed everything.
My few last words, GET LOST!
Saturday, June 26, 2010
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26.
HEY EARTHLINGS.
Seeing the number 26, made me remember everything in the past.
I totally hate it.
But somehow, i managed to forget about it when i made myself busy.
Aniway, today's outing with the other 4 girlfriends to Woodlands Waterfront was cancelled as some of them couldn't make it at the last minute.
So, plan brought forward to tomorrow.
Going with Farah, prolly might ask Shafeeq along.
Yes, Shafeeq.
It's been eons since i talked to him as something happened between us.
Just a misunderstanding.
I wanna clear things up, as i don't wanna have any bad blood with him.
That isn't my style at all.
Moreover, i need to pay him duit chalet yang terbekalai tu. -_-
Not much updates for this week.
I'm waiting for Mr Solihin's msg for the next meet up. *smiles widely*
Hehe!
Okayy readers.
I seriously need to go to the loo now.
My stomach hasn't been feeling good since morning.
Please eh perut, don't make my day spoil tomorrow.
Haha.
Goodnight readers.
Wednesday, June 23, 2010
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EMPTY.
HEY EARTHLINGS.
Time checked: 1am
I'm currently listening to Baik Baik Sayang by Wali Band.
Heard it in the staff room at work just now, and i couldn't bear to hear it when it comes to the chorus part.
I was afraid that my eyes would be filled with tears hearing it.
I just dashed out of the room, leaving the radio on.
I know, it's bad.
Now, i'm hearing it again.
Yes, i'm forcing myself to hear the song.
To you, am i falling in love with you?
I'm confused.
You were in my mind at all times now, and i don't know why.
I do feel empty when there's no calls or msgs from you.
And when your name appeared at my phone, i jumped for joy.
At times, i feel scared.
Aku tanak bertepuk sebelah tangan saje.
Enough is enough for me.
I don't wanna put on hopes, but it seems like i'm attracted to you.
The more i try not to think of you, the more i remember you.
I don't deny that i too want someone in my life.
Maroon 6 cliques are all attached, except for me.
Yes, i don't have many friends.
I don't socialize like other people do.
I don't hang out like other teenagers.
I'm always at home, and it's hard for me to go out.
But, i still have feelings.
I too want to have a life like other girls.
But it seems like nobody's giving me a chance have a life like that.
Seeing my bestest people with their other half, makes my heart drown.
I don't feel jealous, but sad.
Solihin, i miss you.
Times spent with you weren't enough for me.
Dear Allah, please make him a good person.
Gosh, i'm in tears typing all these.
Readers, i'm signing off.
Monday, June 21, 2010
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NO MORE BAD ROMANCE PLEASE?
HEY EARTHLINGS.
Yesterday was well spent.
My plan to go JB with mum and aunt was cancelled, as i wanna visit Sheeda.
So, only mum and aunt went to JB.
I had to wait for Farah to finish her work and she has to for a wedding function after that.
Was supposed to meet her at 6pm.
But, around 3.30pm, i received a call.
It's from Solihin. (:
Aww. Imma happy girl for a moment.
Haha.
He was at CCK, and wanted to meet me.
So, since i did nothing at home, other than staring at my lappy, i went to meet him.
AKU PAKAI TUDUNG OKAYY.
Haha!
Spent about 2 hours with him.
Then, about 5.50pm, i received call from Farah, saying that she's on the way to Jurong East.
But i was late meeting her.
Sorry Farah! Bukan salah aku.
Dia tu yg suruh aku extend 10-15 mins.
Hahaha!
Aku happy sangat2 moments dgn dia. (:
Another meet-up soon pretty please?
Moreover, i was still shocked by what he said to me yesterday.
I shall not reveal it here.
RAHSIA!
Haha.
Thank you for making my day.
I really hope to see you again soon. (:
Sunday, June 20, 2010
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FATHER'S DAY.
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HEY EARTHLINGS.
It's Father's Day today.
I would like to wish Happy Father's Day to my dearest dad.
Thank you for all the love and the sacrifices that you've done for us.
I really appreciate that.
Rest assured, i'll slog hard to ease your burden.
And the house will still be ours.
I love you, Dad.
I was shocked by the news of my friend's dad passed away today.
Sheeda, be strong girl.
Allah loves your dad more.
Pray for him, so that his soul will be placed amongst the good ones.
We'll extend our prayers to him too.
Semoga Allah mencucuri rahmat ke atas rohnya.
AMIN.
Friday, June 18, 2010
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DO I HAVE THE RIGHT TO MISS YOU?
HEY EARTHLINGS.
I'm actually super duper tired now, after a long day at work.
I'm doing overtime for 4 days straight at Expo station.
After that, back to Pasir Ris till 10.30pm.
Sheesh.
I had to assist passengers at the General Ticketing Machine from yesterday at Expo.
Naik sakit jari aku picit2 itu screen. -_-
I can now imagine, how many millions of dollars SMRT can make in one day.
WOW.
90% of the passengers had many $50 notes in their wallet and purse.
Biasa la, foreigners.
Rich what. Haha!
If only i have that kind of cash in my purse.
OMG. I'll go on a shopping spree!
Haha.
I'm missing Mr[insertnamehere]'s msgs and calls.
He'll be busy these few days.
Aww. :(
But, like what i put my title as, do i even have the right to miss you?
I don't even know.
But, i'll not lie to myself.
Indeed, i miss you.
Yes, i'm starting to like you.
But i don't dare to say it's love.
*Sighs*
Like what my sisters say, let nature take it's course.
But hopefully, you'll be the one.
I've updated my blog, readers.
I'm off to sleep now.
Goodnight.
Sunday, June 13, 2010
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BACK.
HEY EARTHLINGS.
I'm back blogging, after fixing my mood.
Oh well. Yesterday's dinner with family and relatives at Golden Landmark Hotel was awesome.
It's a treat from my cousin bro.
Food there was great, especially the "Naan" bread.
It's all Indian dishes by aniway.
Haha.
Cousin sisters, Shameem and Aisha just came back from Phuket and Cambodia.
Only difference is one is on honeymoon, and the other is educational tour.
Hahaha.
They bought for me keychains and pants.
Aww. Thank you cousins. (:
Before heading for dinner, we went to Kampung Jawa.
Mum and aunts wanted to buy fabrics for Raya.
So, i got to choose my own ones.
Blue, white and maroon were my choices. (:
After that, went to window shop at Golden Landmark while waiting for dinner time.
Overall, had a great time with cousins and relatives. (:
Aniway, back to work tomorrow.
Solihin asked me out 2 days back, i couldn't make it.
So sorry yeah.
Salah timing la. I was working on that day.
And he was at Tampines at that point of time.
Wasted la Hana.
But no choice, i've to work.
Sheesh.
No words could describe my happiness when i received his call during my breaktime. *smiles widely*
Another time, please? (:
I'm gonna have my super duper late lunch now.
I'm done updating my blog for today.
Ciao earthlings!
Friday, June 11, 2010
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WILL BE AWAY FOR A FEW DAYS.
HEY READERS.
I'll be away from blogging for a few days.
I simply don't have the mood.
I feel empty and lonely.
Period.
Goodbye readers.
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HEY EARTHLINGS.
I just got back from work.
I'm tired actually, but checking my facebook and blogging is important to me before going to sleep.
Haha.
Work today was fine, except for a drunkard case again. -_-
2 "Matreps" were drunk in the train, and i've to attend to them as i was alone at that point of time.
No choice. *Sighs*
These 2 idiots weren't drunk because of alcohol, but because of something else.
You readers should know what i mean. (:
And unlucky me, I HAD TO CARRY ONE OF THEM UP. -_-
He was totally drunk, and even couldn't stand on his own.
Please la. If i'm the Incredible Hulk or whatever superheroes, of course i can carry you.
But for God's sake, i'm a girl.
Nmpk badan kecik, tapi berat nak mampus!
Buat malu orang melayu jer dgn perangai korang yg nak step western!
Dah tu, susahkan aku pulak.
Ish!
And the other guy still have the cheek to say this to me, "Please, jgn kecoh2 ah."
He started to react like that when i called my station manager up to help me.
Eh Mat, kau ingat aku senang2 nak kasi kau lepas dgn condition korang mcm gitu eh?
Get a life man!
Even the train officer couldn't help me, as he has to drive off the train already.
Nevermind T.O, i understand you.
Haiz. Matreps2 nowadays.
Aku tak faham ah.
Anyway, i'm missing Mr[insertnamehere]'s company.
I've been trying to contact him always, and alhamdulillah, he replied to my msgs and call. (:
And to my closest friends, korang suka nah bebual pasal jodoh aku dgn dia.
Tapi friends, aku tak tahu kenape, aku takde 100% confident.
Tapi aku boleh bilang korang yg aku comfortable and kind of like him.
But hopefully, mulut korang tu masin eh.
Pasal aku seriously dah tak kuasa nak carik yg lain after what happened in the past.
I really want something good to happen to the 2 of us.
Mr[insertnamehere], actually i'm scared to say this, but i miss you.
Yes, i do.
Alright readers.
It's already 12.55am.
I've been keeping late nights.
Well, that's me.
Haha.
Farhana's signing off now.
Goodnight earthlings.
Sunday, June 6, 2010
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JUST MARRIED.
Congratulations to my cousin, Shameem and her husband, Fazlin!
Selamat Pengantin Baru.
They got married yesterday, which was held at Lagun Sari.
I'm happy for you cousin.
And Fazlin, welcome to our family. (:
May your marriage last forever.
Best wishes to you cousin!
Pics will be uploaded in my facebook. (:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY MUM & AUNT!
Mum turned 55 years old today, but i'm not to sure about my aunt's age.
Hehe.
May you both be blessed with health, happiness and love yeah.
Love ya! (:
Thursday, June 3, 2010
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IT'S NOT GETTING BETTER.
HEY EARTHLINGS.
My cough is certainly not getting any better, instead it's getting a bit worse.
I force myself to take the cough syrup, although it's drowsy.
And now my eyes are getting heavier as i'm updating my blog.
Ouh please, i need to get well before cousin's wedding on Saturday.
I'm pretty excited about it. (:
A pity i couldn't be there when cousin's putting on Henna tomorrow.
I've to work. :(
But, shall ask my aunt to take photos of it.
I'll be sleeping over cousin's house tomorrow to prepare for her wedding and stuffs.
Lucky i'll not be working on weekends.
Coincidentally the field will be closed for maintainance for about 1 month plus.
Finally, i can get my rest. (:
Aniway, to the train officer, i'm actually tired of seeing your msgs every single day.
It's not that i'm choosy or what, but it's better for us to be just friends.
Moreover, like what i've told you, i'm the type who only stick to one date.
I've made everything clear to you.
Now, it's up to you whether you wanna accept it or not.
I'll treat you the same as how i treat other train officers.
And yeah, ever since the day i met [insertnamehere], i feel more happy now.
Just the thought of him, makes me smile.
And i just received a msg from him when i'm typing all this. (:
Seriously, he made me forget "Mr F" slowly.
Yes, after almost 9 months, there's someone who made me forget him.
Frankly speaking, i really don't wanna lose someone like [insertnamehere].
Dear Allah, i'm already comfortable with him, i really don't wanna lose him.
I've lost my love once, i don't wanna lose it again.
Tuesday, June 1, 2010
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COZ YOU MADE ME SMILE.
HEY EARTHLINGS.
It's been 3 days straight i'm having fever and coughing non-stop.
I've got no choice, but to bear with it.
I'll not take MC. I just hate it.
It's not the same like school times, we can take MC as and when we like.
And it's totally different from working life.
So, as long i still can hold on, i'll still go to work.
Allah is there to protect me. (:
Aniway, yesterday was spent well.
Went out to meet Solihin at Sembawang, as he called saying that he's bored and asked me to accompany him.
Aww. I'm happy that he called me. *smiles widely*
He called around 3pm, and guess what?
I haven't even take my shower at that time.
Plus i don't know whether i could make it on time for work.
But, i just gambled and went to meet him.
Hahaha. I'm afraid that there won't be another chance.
Met him at Sun Plaza.
I've noticed something. Everywhere i go, the person who's standing next to me is always taller than me.
Same goes for Solihin.
He's 185m, mind you. Whereas i'm only 159m. -_-
Then off to his place as he wanted to put his stuffs at home.
Wait people. Don't get the wrong idea eh.
I didn't go into his house.
I told him that i'll be waiting for him at the lift area.
Haha.
Slacked around, and i told him that i've to go off by 5pm.
Guess we were too engrossed sharing stories and laughing non-stop till i was late for work.
Haha.
Went off from Sembawang at 6pm.
OMG. First ever time i'm late for work.
Haha!
First time meeting him, and i felt comfortable.
Hopefully there will be a 2nd time.
Insyallah. (:
Alright readers.
I'm off to have my lunch first, then medicine time.
Haha.
To the 4 Sisters and Maroon 6, i've updated my story. (:
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