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THE LADY
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Wednesday, June 23, 2010
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EMPTY.
HEY EARTHLINGS.
Time checked: 1am
I'm currently listening to Baik Baik Sayang by Wali Band.
Heard it in the staff room at work just now, and i couldn't bear to hear it when it comes to the chorus part.
I was afraid that my eyes would be filled with tears hearing it.
I just dashed out of the room, leaving the radio on.
I know, it's bad.
Now, i'm hearing it again.
Yes, i'm forcing myself to hear the song.
To you, am i falling in love with you?
I'm confused.
You were in my mind at all times now, and i don't know why.
I do feel empty when there's no calls or msgs from you.
And when your name appeared at my phone, i jumped for joy.
At times, i feel scared.
Aku tanak bertepuk sebelah tangan saje.
Enough is enough for me.
I don't wanna put on hopes, but it seems like i'm attracted to you.
The more i try not to think of you, the more i remember you.
I don't deny that i too want someone in my life.
Maroon 6 cliques are all attached, except for me.
Yes, i don't have many friends.
I don't socialize like other people do.
I don't hang out like other teenagers.
I'm always at home, and it's hard for me to go out.
But, i still have feelings.
I too want to have a life like other girls.
But it seems like nobody's giving me a chance have a life like that.
Seeing my bestest people with their other half, makes my heart drown.
I don't feel jealous, but sad.
Solihin, i miss you.
Times spent with you weren't enough for me.
Dear Allah, please make him a good person.
Gosh, i'm in tears typing all these.
Readers, i'm signing off.
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