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Tuesday, July 27, 2010
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IT'S KILLING ME.
I had a dream last night. A dream which almost made me shed my tears the moment i woke up. I don't wanna remember it. Coz, it will leave me one kind of feeling. I want my laughing pills. Uncle Riken, please work with me soon. I need you as my laughing pill badly. :(
Saturday, July 24, 2010
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FOUND.
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YES, MY LOVE IS BLIND.
I guess, everything has ended. You to your own way, me to my own way. Just as what i pressumed, my happiness lasts for a while only. But like what i feel, i don't think there was any story between us, right? Maybe to you, but maybe not to me. Luckily, it wasn't even love. I'm slowly adapting to this ending now.
The "wolves" that the station people are talking about are the ones who keep me smiling at work. A smile and a conversation doesn't mean that they're cheeky. Well, most of them are maybe. But it's all up to you on how to handle them. Well, at least they care to talk to me. Especially one of them who likes to wave and play peek-a-boo with my in the train. That's why i say, i love my job. Dear Allah, i don't wanna hope for anything special anymore. That's your job, and i'll just accept it. I just don't wanna lose the people whom i see at the station everyday, including the train officers. They're my friends, they're my bunch of jokers, they're my colleagues. Make me stay there forever, dear Allah.
Tuesday, July 20, 2010
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AND, IT'S ALREADY THE 20TH.
HEY EARTHLINGS.
Time checked: 12.53PM I'm still in a sleepy mode actually. Slept about 3.30am, thanks to Herman. -_- Nevertheless, he made me laugh with all his jokes on the phone. He actually said this, "You really like to smile and laugh eh. Whenever i see you at the platform, you will surely smile. Not to me only, but other people too." Aww. It's hard to hear people saying this to me. Coz, i've always been labelled as fierce. -_-
I was supposed to pay back my fast today. BUT, my parents don't allow me to fast for today. Reason? I FORGOT TO TURN ON MY ALARM, TILL I DIDN'T HAVE MY PRE-DAWN MEAL. -_- I woke up at 5.45am, and the "Azan" is already being heard. I wanted to go on fasting, but my parents object it, as they were scared that i might faint again. Sheesh. Nevermind, there's always tomorrow. (: Breaking fast yesterday at the station gave me a different kind of feeling. It was my first time breaking fast, during working time.
Aniway, i might be visiting Diana Siddek again tomorrow. This time round with Herman, as requested by him. Konon nya malu la tu nak pergi sorang2. Eleh. Menyampah aku. Haha! He's going off to Phuket on Thursday for 5 days. Bro, my souveneir jangan lupa eh. Haha! And ouh, don't be disheartened by your TP results. I've gone through it before. The feeling sucked, when you see the word "FAIL". I know that. Nevermind, have your 2nd try in September okayy. Good luck. (:
Alright people. I'm off now. I wanna have my lunch. My stomach's been making sounds since just now. Good day earthlings.
Sunday, July 18, 2010
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YOU'RE 21 BRO!
HEY EARTHLINGS.
Another July baby's birthday. HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY KHAIRULNIZAM! May you lead a blessed life full of love and happiness. (:
Thursday, July 15, 2010
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IT'S MY DAILY COMPANION.
HEY EARTHLINGS.
Time checked: 1.33pm I still have few more hours to go, then i'll leave for work. Alone at home, again. It seems that lonely has become my daily companion. People around me are leading a happy life, whereas i'm putting on a fake smile everywhere i am. I eat alone, i shop for things alone, i leave for work alone and i go back from work alone. And i certainly don't know what's happening to the outside world. Seeing people spending their time with their loved ones and friends, makes me envy of them. Am i not entitled to that kind of life? I can only sigh seeing them. Yes, i am leading a boring life.
To Khairul Naim, thanks for the advice yesterday. You've been a great friend all these while, and thanks for the listening ears. I wish you everlasting happiness with Shazyan. (: In fact, i wish all my attached friends a happy life with their other half. If i'm fated to be alone, i cannot do anything. Just accept it.
Work yesterday sucked. Thanks to the train officer, my mood for the whole day at work spoilt. Fcuk you uh! I'm not a kiddo that you can anyhow scold in front of a passenger. I'M WEARING THE SAME UNIFORM AS YOU, IDIOT! You respect me, i'll respect you. You tick me off, i'll give you double hell till you're silent. You got it after that, right? Don't blame me for yesterday's incident. It's your fault for the last minute changes. And please uh, the microphone in your cabin is for making annoucements in the train, NOT FOR DISPLAY! I'm just following the announcements at the platform. You, as a train officer, have to help us too. You're only driving the train, I'M DEALING WITH PASSENGERS! Not only 10 or 20, hundreds of them! And there's only 2 Service Ambassadors at the platform. My job is not easy like you think okayy? Jangan ingat aku ni adik2 kau, yg kau nak marah2 aku mcm gitu eh. After giving you a piece of my mind, then you started talking nicely to me. Siap nak kasi advice lagi of what to do! Hello, i've been working as a Service Ambassador FOR 3 MONTHS OKAYY! Not 3 days! I know what to do. It's not that i wanna boast about this, but if you can do, it can do it too. Understood? Get this straight in your head!
Wednesday, July 14, 2010
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MEANINGFUL.
HEY EARTHLINGS.
I've got some advice to share here. It's from my ex-ITE schoolmate, Shakirah Emilia.
Advice No.1:
The secret to handle people who judge you is by knowing their weaknesses and keep it to urself..when they realised that u know about their weaknessess but u kept it to urself,they will be extremely embarrased of what they have done to u..
Advice No.2:
It's all the brain that do the thinking..why must we care wat ppl want say about us...i think those we should care what Allah think of us..bcoz human die..but Allah doesnt..
Advice No.3:
those advices is not only for me..but it is a reminder for me too..when u are strong,ppl will think before they hurt u..n even they tried to hurt my dear farhana,i dun think they will be successful..bcoz i will always pray to Allah so that he protect those ppl that i love and those that i respect.
From Farhana's facebook, posted by Shakirah.
Advice No. 4:
Oh Allah pls let me love someone not bcoz of his wealth,looks and property.. but bcoz of his religion and his love for you.
From Shakirah's facebook.
I really admire Shakirah for who she is. She's one of the girls who wears the "tudung", whom i really respect. I've been observing this, whenever she's troubled over something or others, she will turn to Allah. I'm glad that i know Shakirah. She's one of a good example to others. Dear Allah, please protect Shakirah always.
Sunday, July 11, 2010
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SEORANG INSAN YANG AKU RINDU.
My tears dropped when i hear this song. I came across this song when i was listening to Sejuta Maaf by Achik Spin. It's an unreleased track. Super sad song. And ouh, it's 11 JULY TODAY. -_-
This number really haunts me a lot. It seems that wherever i am, this number will be with me. Yes, i've been observing that. The wound is still not healed yet. There were flashbacks, at times. I forced myself not to remember it. I forced myself to put on a smile everytime. I can, but only at work. People at work make me happy. That's why, i love my job. Although it far, it's fine with me. I've got no complaints now. Maybe what my partner said was right, it's a blessing in disguise. I've made new friends, i learn new things. I'm trying my best to forget the past. Give me time.
I miss Mr[insertnamehere]. Readers, if i fail again this time round, i'll tell you this. I GIVE UP. I feel like things aren't going in my way. *Sighs* Sometimes, people leave me in a confused state. Period.
Sunday, July 4, 2010
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I LOVE YOUR HAIR, TAYLOR!
Taylor Swift, i envy your hair! I want those kind of curls pleaseee?
Saturday, July 3, 2010
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AND WHEN BOREDOM STRIKES..
HEY EARTHLINGS.
My Saturday was spent by working. Duty at Choa Chu Kang LRT today. Lucky, it's only for 4 hours. I swear, if there's any OT at LRT again, i'll not do it. Boring to the max! Especially when you're alone at the station. -_-
Went back home straight after work, and catch some sleep. A good one indeed, as i only got 2 hours of sleep yesterday. Hahaha. So, my Saturday was spent just like that. I'm still waiting for confirmation from Mr[insertnamehere] for tomorrow's meet-up. Hopefully, it will go on. (: Mr[insertnamehere], i want your company again.
Aniway, it's World Cup fever now. Everyone's going gugu-gaga over Germany VS Argentina's game. Argens, you really made me disappointed. How am i going to face Mr Asri a.k.a Mr Train officer at Pasir Ris on Monday? Nampak dia jer, buat muka tebal eh. Haha! And HOLLAND, please! I'm counting on you! Don't disappoint me okayy? Hahaha.
To Diana Sidek, please get well soon. I'm terribly shocked after hearing what happened to you. Soryy if i didn't have the time to visit you in hospital, as i'm always busy with work. But, rest assured i'll pray for your speedy recovery. Cepat-cepat baik! We can gossip at the platform again. (:
Okayy people. I'm done. Let's see how my day goes tomorrow. Goodnight earthlings.
Thursday, July 1, 2010
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY, BESTIE! (:
I would like to wish this July baby here, HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY AMJAD! May you be blessed with all the happiness in the world and good health yeah. You've been a great friend, right from the start i knew you. Hopefully, this friendship will stay strong like before yeah. Lastly, all the best in your future endeavours! (:
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