Thursday, August 12, 2010
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COZ EVERY PATIENCE HAS IT'S LIMITS.
HEY EARTHLINGS.
I know i've been neglecting my blog for quite sometime, but now i'm back to update this platform of mine.
It's the 2nd day of Ramadhan, and i'm being put through a test.
A test called Patience.
Many things happened.
So far, all the bad ones.
No good things were in sight.
From family, to work, to friends, and to financial.
And the best thing is, i've noticed this.
SOME PEOPLE CHANGE.
My head can explode anytime with these problems always in my mind.
I really thank Allah for giving me the work at Pasir Ris station.
The people there are amazing.
May Allah bless them always.
From the station staffs who will always share everything they have with me, and to the train officers who never fail to smile, talk, joke around and ask "dah buka ke belum? Orang2 kat bawah dah kasi awak turun?"
And Herman, whom i regard as my best buddy amongst the train officers, will never fail to sms and call me every single day.
I was totally surprised when he said this to me "Farhana, i've been observing that you're someone who smiles and seems happy on the outside, but it's otherwise on the inside.
Gosh.
I can't lie to Herman, can i?
I just got to know him closely last month, but he can say this to me.
I'm grateful to know a friend like him.
Other train officers might be cheeky, but not him.
That's why i'm looking forward to work every single day.
That's the only place where i can get a peace of mind.
Dear Mum & Dad, please don't pressurize me about work.
Give me the chance to do something which i like, for this once please?
Although my earning is little, i still contribute to the house bill and gave you and brother money.
It's not that i wanna make this money issue a big matter, but am i even appreciated?
I hate it when you say this, "Papa's the only one who work. We can only depend on him."
So what am i doing everyday?
I even go to work, when i'm sick.
Coz my attendance is my pay.
I kept all these feelings to myself and bottle it up.
And now i feel like exploding.
The only thing that i can do is cry my heart out in my cozy room.
Herman will be the first person to notice if my voice changes.
He's really a good friend.
I thank Allah for having him as my friend.
Mum & Dad, if you only know how i feel now..
*Sighs*
Wednesday, August 4, 2010
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AND PAPA TURNS 55 TODAY.
HAPPY 55TH BIRTHDAY TO YOU, PAPA!
I'll always pray to Allah for your long live, health, and happiness.
Hope you liked the Adidas and Puma shirt that i bought for you last week as your advanced birthday present yea.
I Love You, Dad!
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