Thursday, September 30, 2010
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ARE YOU THE ONE?
Are you the one for me? Well, that's what my colleagues tell me. 2 months plus of knowing each other, and i slowly get to your real self. You've got all that i want for my other half. Will i be in a relationship again? Maybe yes, maybe no. Or should i say, i don't know. My colleague gave me one long piece of advice through sms yesterday. I still remember what she said, "Remember Fana, good guys are rare to be found. He really likes you. It's better to be loved, than to love." I agree with her last sentence. I can't be bothered anymore to find someone to love. I feel that it's better to be loved. At least the person knows your true self. Farahneez, i still remember what you said to me till today. She said, "Tahu2, jodoh kau dengan orang SMRT eh." Farahneez, mulut kau ni memang masin eh.
Frankly speaking, i love the way he work, they way he talk and the way he brings himself. A matured man for his age i can say. I seldom see guys in his age behaving like him. Dear Allah, is my prayers answered? If he's for me, i'll accept it with an open heart. Coz only YOU know what's and who's the best for me. If YOU think that he can take care of me, i'll accept him wholeheartedly. But please, i don't wish to be hurt anymore. 1 year is already long enough for me to forget my past. UNBELIEVABLE, 1 year. That really explained how hurt and scared i was.
But what my colleague and friends advised me, it's time for me to open my heart again. Maybe it's time already. Let's see what will happen next. I just hope for good things to come. Insyallah. (:
Monday, September 20, 2010
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THE USUALS.
I miss my Maroon 6 clan. Bila nak keluar raya sama-sama ni? Outing soon okayy!
Saturday, September 18, 2010
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NEED IT.
I really need sleep. I don't know why my eyes feels like shutting down at this time. It's only 8.45pm, mind you. Usually i'll never sleep around this time. It's always 2am onwards. Maybe it's because of lack of rest. I've been labelled as "workaholic" by one of the train officers. Haha.
I skipped my OT, AGAIN. It's the 2nd time already. It's not for fun, but i'm really tired. My dear PSR staffs, please don't be mad at me on Monday when i see all of you okayy. Sesungguhnya, aku bukan ironlady. I need rest and sleep to. I was awakened by Jurong East staff's call this morning. I told them that i wasn't informed of which station i should report to. So, not my fault totally okayy.
Anyway, i've finally found a decent person to contact with. Hopefully, he's different from the other 2. Insyallah. If we're meant to be together, we will be together. I'll leave this to Allah. Only HE knows the best. I'll just pray for good things to come.
Alright. Time to switch off my eyes, mata aku dah tak boleh bukak. Selamat malam.
Wednesday, September 15, 2010
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BACK ON TRACK.
HEY EARTHLINGS.
I really apologise for not updating my blog. Been busy with work and some other stuffs. Anyway, i'm here to wish all my Muslim friends SELAMAT HARI RAYA, MAAF ZAHIR & BATIN. Please forgive me if i've done any wrong to you people. I'm just a normal human being, with lots of mistakes. May this month bless all of you. I believe everyone is good looking in this month. Take care earthlings. (:
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