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THE LADY
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Friday, October 15, 2010
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DESERVED OR NOT?
Okayy, i'm not in a good state now.
I'm tired, or should i say sick and tired of everything?
Dad, please. I know we gotta save the house.
But please, stop telling me the same thing everytime.
I'm a normal human being with brains and feelings too.
I'M SERIOUSLY STRESSED UP.
I've to think about the house, job, financial, my driving.
How can i possibly do that all at one time?
You keep pestering me to go for my driving, yes i'm doing that now.
Have you ever thought how stressed i was when i've to juggle between my final year projects for school and followed by TP 3 days later during early this year?
Nope. You didn't.
I kept quiet all the way, doing whatever i can to satisfy all of you.
But i failed in the end.
Maybe luck wasn't on my side the other time.
And now, all i ask for is just a lil' bit of happiness, but you wanna take it away from me.
Don't i deserve happiness?
That's the question in my head.
I'm having sleepless nights everyday.
My mind wasn't in peace.
All i think is just work, work and work.
But did you even appreciate me working, although it's just 4 hours?
I don't know.
Stop telling me about my cousins' salary.
They have a good life, but not me.
Only God knows what i've been through.
At least with that salary of mine, i can support for myself.
I thought it would be a less burden on you, but i was wrong.
I don't know what i should do now.
I need my best buddy. :(
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