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THE LADY
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Friday, October 15, 2010
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THE LAST SAY.
I've made up my mind.
I thought about this thoroughly for one whole night, till i can't sleep.
I won't leave SMRT and this CSA job.
Instead, i'll get an office hour job, and then continue with the SMRT one.
Since i need a full-time one badly, i've to sacrifice.
It's not as if i'm not used to work 2 jobs.
I'm used to it already.
Sometimes i don't even know the meaning of tired.
Yes, that's it.
I don't want anyone to interfere about my decision.
I've been heeding to people's say all this while.
Now, it's my turn.
Don't disrupt my plan.
It's good enough i'm adding the income.
Whether i'm sick or tired, i'll take care of myself.
As long as everyone's happy, i'll do it.
Childcare centre is in my mind now.
As long it's 8am-5pm, i'll take it.
But no office job for me.
I'm try to avoid it.
Before i got in SMRT, my choice of job is Early Childhood base.
But parents say don't take it.
For goodness sake, let me do something which i like can?
I'm 20, not a 2 year old kid.
I don't give a damn what my cousins are working as and where.
It's their life and problem, not mine.
Now, the bottom line is, as long the income is going in and the house is still intact, don't say anything.
Coz i don't care about myself anymore.
I'll just go to work.
I'll be more happier.
Don't snatch it away from me.
Enough of problems in my head, which i feel like banging it at the wall everyday.
Let me have a peace of mind.
Period.
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